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What was I thinking?

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Chapter Twenty Two:  What was I thinking?  

(Next Morning , day of the dual pack bar-b-que)

Danny P.O.V.

Well, so much for my good intentions.  I promised myself that we would wait.  I would be certain.  I would get to know him better.  We would be “more” in a real relationship.  I would not just give in like all the other girls he has had.  Yup, all that went out the door when he began to kiss me.  I felt this pull; it was surreal, like an out of body experience.  I was going to let him mark me but we were supposed to go slow.  I know I should be embarrassed but I am not.  I am laying here in our bed watching him sleep and he looks so happy and content.  I can’t regret what happened, this is the way the Moon Goddess planed for it to happen so no need for regrets.  I am nervous as hell though on how Landon acts towards me.  I am embarrassed that I blurted out that I had never had an orgasm before.  Could I sound any more like a loser?  What if he tells Brendon, that ass will tell everyone!  I so have to use the restroom and would love to brush my teeth and wash my face before Landon gets up.  Dang, I have ninja skills for real, I managed to use the restroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, brush my hair and take my first good look at my mark.  It is beautiful.  I know all mates swear their marks are beautiful but mine is unique and it is so pretty.  My mark is a heart shape outline that is formed of our names.  A heart that is shaped with the letters L-A-N-D-O-N on one side and D-A-N-N-Y on the other with a small space at the point on the bottom and up top where the curves meet, it is a very dark black, like I say unique and gorgeous.  I eased back into the bed and rolled over towards Landon.  I propped up on my elbows to get a good look at him and notice something that I didn’t notice last night and if he did he kept his mouth shut!!  In black, rather large, cursive lettering, just above Landon’s heart was my name.  How could that have happened?  I have never heard of this?  Usually, if a female marks her mate he will get a small tattoo on his neck where she marked him.  Landon has my name is big ass, cursive letters over his heart.  Breathe, girl, just breathe.  Why is my wolf not talking to me?  I haven’t heard a word out of that little slut since Landon marked me!  Feeling the way I feel about him right now I can tell you for sure that our mothers were right about one thing.  It will be hard not to mate.  I have to give it all I have.  I am just not ready to lose my virginity just yet; I am not ready to go that far until our relationship is more solid.  Call me stupid but I really want us to be in love, not just a mating bond, but really in love.  “Landon, hey time to wake up,” I said, while poking him in the chest.  He opened his eyes and when they made contact with mine he smiled so big.  It was amazing and what do you know I hear my wolf purring.  I am telling you she maybe a badass but she is also a slut!  I look at Landon who has moved my hair and is staring at my mark.  “Danny, it’s beautiful.  I love it Baby Girl, I have never seen another one similar to yours.  Are you happy?  You feel okay?  Are you hurt,” he asked me freaking out, “what can I do?”  “Landon, I am fine so calm down okay?  I love my mark and yes I am happy.  I didn’t expect things to move so quickly but I can’t bring myself to regret it, do you?” I asked shyly.  “No!  You are mine, forever and always.  I do want to clarify something though, please don’t lie because now that you are marked you know I will know if you are lying.  Were you serious that you never had an orgasm before?”  Landon boldly asked.  All I could do was nod my head yes.  What did he do?  He fist pumped the air like an idiot!!  “I gave you your first kiss, your first French kiss, and gave you your first orgasm.  Lots of firsts I have given you Danny Girl and we are just getting started.” He said in his I am the man tone.  Big head much?  “Landon I am not attempting to change the subject but have you noticed your chest and if so care to fill me in?” I asked.  He sat up and looked down at his chest and his eyes almost popped out of his head.  He rubbed the marking with his fingers and I watched him shiver and goose bumps appeared everywhere I could see.  “Um, well Danny, it looks like you marked me too.  Rub your finger over it, let me test something out, okay?” he all but ordered.  I rubbed my finger all the way across, he was moaning and shaking and looked like I was turning him on.  He looked up at me and rubbed his mark on my neck.  Oh man, I couldn’t help but moan it was like an instant arousal button.  I looked him in the eye and he looked at me.  “It has the same effect on me baby as it does on you.  I mean it, you marked me.  I forgot but I just remembered.  Last night when I was marking you, you were screaming and coming all over me, I faintly remember a sting right where your name is.  I am so much taller than you babe and that puts our heads at different heights but I think you bit me right there just as I was finishing marking you!” Landon smirked.  How about that, I have laid claim to him just like he has me, who would have thought.  ‘I thought it would be fitting, if we have to wear his mark he has to wear ours!’ I told you she has become a badass, slut, and my wolf is going to turn me inside out.  Landon leaned over and kissed my forehead and got out of bed.  He went to the bathroom.  I heard the shower running so figured he was going to take a shower and get ready for the day.  Tonight is the dual pack bar-b-que and that meant a lot of work for the Alpha, future Alpha, Beta, future Beta, Luna, my mom, and I guess me as the future Luna.  Wow, wrap your head around that.  Danny look at his face, eyes up, look at his face I began to chant.  Landon has just walked out of the bathroom, wet hair, water running down his sculpted chest and is completely nude.  Holy shit, I am so turned on.  Please don’t let him smell me, great he sniffed, looked at me and winked.  He muttered something about no time to play, get ready because we all had work to do.  At least I think that is what he said I was too busy watching him put on his clothes through lust clouded eyes to really pay much attention.  I was really out of it because the next thing I know he smacked me on the lips, told me he loved me and then the door shut and he was gone.  Wow, I really am going to turn into a sap like my mom and Mrs. Michelle.  Great, I can kick our pack warriors’ asses, I don’t take shit from anyone anymore and I am a love sick fool.  ‘That is an oxymoron Danny but we can be sappy with him and badass everywhere else we need to be.  Just because we are beginning to love him more and more doesn’t mean we are weak again, we can and will put him or whoever needs it in their place, so stop fretting.  You have bigger fish to fry, how do you think the mothers are going to react when they see our mark?’  Man, I hate it when my wolf is right, no I really don’t, but she is right I better be prepared because they are so going to lay it on me, all-day-long!  Ugh, better get dressed and head down.  Yay.

Brendon’s P.O.V.

I am working with Landon unloading the groceries from the four catering vans so that they can begin to prepare the food for tonight.  It is so hot out today.  I would not be afraid to say that with the heat index it probably is around 102 degrees or so.  I have been teasing Landon about his mate moving in and their first night together.  He is not giving away anything to detailed which is respectful to his mate and unbelievably I am proud of him for that.  He says they are getting along great and I am ever so thankful for that.  I could have never lived with myself, much less been an effective Beta, if I had any part of the Alpha’s mate rejecting him because of what WE had done.  Damn, we are sweating like pigs and still have three more vans to unload.  Landon takes his shirt off and wipes the sweat off his face.  Man, great idea so I do the same thing.  We are talking and unloading when I come to a pallet that it will take both of us to unload so I call Landon to come assist me.  He walks over but when he gets in front of me I freeze.  “What the hell is that?  When did you get it?  How did you get it?  Did you want it?  What is it?  What does it mean?  Landon why aren’t’ you answering me, bro, I am your best friend,” I said all in one breath sounding like a nut case.  “Brendon, bro, you are my best friend and always will be.  I am going to answer you but I need you to know that you will treat my mate, your future Luna and hopefully a good friend to you, with nothing but respect.  I will talk to you about things but we want be sharing like we used to about the girls we fucked okay?  She is my everything not just some girl.  Okay?  You also will not embarrass or tease her; you know how innocent she is!  Last night things got a little more hot and heavy than she had counted on and well I marked her.  Bro, you should see it.  It is a black outline of a heart.  The outline is our names.  It kicks ass.  I have never even heard of anything like it.  Oh back to mine, during her, well um, when I was marking her and she was, um, anyway she bit me as I was biting her and I guess she marked me to.  I haven’t asked our dads yet, just haven’t had time.  It is weird but I love it.  She’s my heart; it’s on my heart so it’s kind of perfect!” Landon told me sounding like a love struck fool.  Damn mating bond is going to turn him into a pussy.  Nah, he is the future alpha he may be in love but he is still bad ass.  “Landon, wait man, if she marked you why is it there instead of on your neck where mate marks go?” I had to know.  “Um, well you see, I am tall and well, um, she is not and this is about where her head comes when I am laying over her in, um, well when we are inacertainposition.” Landon said that last part in a hurry like I wouldn’t catch it.  I smiled but didn’t laugh as we unloaded the pallet.  I guess he was respectfully trying to tell me that when he was over her and his dick was lined up with her stuff that her head came to his chest.  How damn funny is that?  I have to admit it though they look cute together and seem happy when they are around each other or are talking about each other.  I am even developing a soft spot for her.  I am thinking about asking her to spar with me or run and train with me on days that Landon’s duties won’t allow him to.  I would like that, so I will ask her today when I see her.  I can’t wait to see her mark, Landon’s looks bad ass on his ripped chest.  Shit, I am beginning to sound like a pussy.  Man, you got support your wing man no matter what, so whatever.  Dang, we still have two trucks left, what all are they cooking?