doing it wrong [completed]

10. Nolan's Secret

What the fuck. I just saw Patrick and Nolan Fucking Rosslord kissing. Nolan's my bestfriend. Bakit hindi ko alam? Fuck. My bestfriend is Gay. I should've known. I should've guess. The Great Nolan Rosslord is Gay. Who could see that coming?

"Declan teka lang." Paghabol niya saakin.

"We're going home, bitch." Sabi ko habang patuloy sa paglalakad hanggang makalabas ng event at makasakay ng kotse.

Sumunod naman siya saakin at sumakay narin.

"I'll be driving." Sabi ko pa.

"You're drunk." Sagot niya.

"You're gay." Sagot ko.

I am clearly out of my fucking mind. I just saw my fucking guy bestfriend kissing another guy. I can still picture out that weird scene.

"Declan. Let me-" nagsalita siya muli pero pinigilan ko ulit.

"Bakit hindi ko alam Nolan? Why didn't i know? How did i missed that? Akala ko magbestfriend tayo?" Sabi ko.

"It's not Big of a deal." Sagot niya pa. Its not? It is! Dapat alam ko na yun.

"I'm sorry. " dagdag pa niya.

"Why didn't you tell me? Idiot?!" I kind of yelled. Okay. I yelled while driving.

"I'm fucking scared! " he screamed back.

"What makes you scared?"

"Like, What you would think of me."

"Ofcourse. Gays are fucking loud. And flirty." Sagot ko.

"See that? You're stereotyping. " sabi niya.

"No i am not."

"Yes you are."

"I am not."

"Stop the fucking car."

So i did. Hininto ko ang kotse. Bumaba siya. What? What should i do? What should i say?

"Look, man. Nolan. Stop. I'm drunk. Lasing ako. Pagod din ako. I'm sorry sa mga nasabi ko." Paghabol ko sakanya buti namang huminto siya.

Umupo kami sa grass at nag-usap.

"Sorry. I was on a lot of pressure.Ya know. Girls. The games.  Nagulat lang ako sa nakita ko kanina." I say.

"I know. It's okay. Alam ko namang nagulat ka talaga. I think meron ka pang ikakagulat."

"Ano nanaman yan Nolan?"

"Nothing. Just. The whole gang knows."

"Seryoso? Ako lang talaga ang clueless sa nangyayari?"

"Again, i'm sorry."

"Nevermind that. Teka. Si Emilia? Panong?" Tanong kong nalilito.

"That proves that. I am not Gay. I am Bisexual. I'm into both sexes."

So he's not gay?

"So, you're not gay?"

"No, i'm not."

"So. Kayo ni Patrick? Kelan pa?"

"Um. I guess. Matagal na. 5 months? Bago mo pa sila makilala."

"Pano?"

"Dude. I have connections."

"Okay. Hindi na kita ikikwestiyon diyan."

"Declan, i really think we need to go home."