The Larry Diaries

Coming Out (Louis)

The day we came out was terrifying, but I knew that you stood right by me, because darling the feeling of darkness, was soon overcome by glee. I remember when we confirmed it, the looks on all the fans face, because some of them knew , from the very first day,  that we loved each other through time and space. I saw a girl who was crying, I felt like I had done something bad, but thats when I head her whisper. "I have never been so glad" I never understood the stress some fans went through for our love, as so many seemed releifed and prayed thanks to the gods up above. I had seen the endless comments, and photo's of you and me, the fanart, fanfiction and proof vids, just never knew how much it means. Looking back at us, in those closeted five years, modest failed every attempt to hide us, because we loved eachother through tears. The glory days of twenty ten, when nothing was holding us back, now kiss mw you fool, how do you whisk, a love story I would fight for again. Because we did not have it easy, and we lasted so many days, of fake girlfriends, rumours and hatred, our love was like golden sun rays. I really can say I have lived through it all, the laughter, the tears and digust, but I would walk the road barefoot again, I would do it just for us. I want to teach our fans the truth about fighting for what they believe, as we waited so long before we broke down the walls, and that caused us too much time to grieve. To stand up for what you love, to stop what you know is wrong, for us we stood up for freedom, and started writing our pain down in songs. For our story is different from most as we have come so damn far, with eachother on opposite sides, we managed a kiss at a wellington bar. Getting piss drunk, and kissing you hard, feeling so much, I began to see stars, from being thrown at woman, to hiding behind a rainbow bear, we have come out now, and whatever I do, no one will care. As we beat an army of camera's, won through a war of a signed contract, we came out to the world to tell them, that in reality we never lost contact. We never stopped sitting next to each other and we never stopped holding hands, we just did it in our own time, to hide it from our fans. I can now hold you in the street, and kiss you on the dancefloor, we no longer have to wish like that, because everyone knows I'm yours. I can say that I am in love, and everyday I shout it from the rooftop, becuase we used to have a wish to be like that but now, our love will never stop.