The Larry Diaries

Christmas (Louis')

I look outside the window, to see a world of falling snow.

At peace with the silence around the house, but without you, I can hear a pin drop and a scattered mouse.
The feeling of lonliness has taken over my chest, because you will be with her on new years day,
another chance to put our love up to a test,

I star amoungst the christmas tree, the tinsel scatters the floor, I sit on the old rocking chair, waiting for you to come hrough the door.
I know that you wanted nothing more, than to be with me this day, but can't help but feel upset, because with you is where I lay.
Everytime I look around, your name runs through my head. Because Harry you do nothing but surround me, and now it causes dread.
For you will be alone as well, somewhere in the world. Away from me on christmas day, forced to kiss some other girl.
It seem's as if I don't exist, when we are far apart, managment made us be with girls, and each time it broke my heart.
Mum tells me that she loves you like a son, you belong in the family now too, she wants us to come out as well, we all want that pretty soon.
I knoow when I see the moon, on a lonley christmas night, you will be watching the same sky as me, and I might actualy feel alright.
I need to leave you know, and say goodbye for another day, next year I know you will be here, with me on Christmas day.