#recommended: Just A Fan { Justin Bieber love story }

Chapter Seventeen: Country dance

Justin's P.O.V.

"Justin you need to get ready for the sho-oh" i pulled away immedietly upon hearing Alfredo's voice.

I looked in front of me and for a moment i thought i saw Selena. I felt like i was kissing her.

After blinking a couple of times my vision became clear and i saw Lucy staring shocked at Alfredo.

I swallowed hard turning my attention to Alfredo as well.

"You need to get ready" Alfredo spoke, looking only at me. I could tell this was awkward for him as well.

I cleared my throat turning for a mere second to look at Lucy. I can't believe i kissed her and i thought she was Selena.

I'm going crazy.

Once she turned to look at me i drop my stare to the floor.

I'm so messed up.

"I'm coming" i simply mumbled standing up and following Alfredo back to the elevator.

I was so confused, words couldn't explain.

"Bro, what the hell happened back there?" Alfredo dragged me out of my thoughts as he pressed the button to the lobby so we could leave and go to the arena where the concert was taking place.

I run a hand through my hair sighing.

"Honestly? I don't know" i truthfully said getting lost in my own thoughts again.

***

After the concert was over we all decided to head back to the hotel and get some rest since we are leaving tomorrow for Los Angeles where i have two shows.

I haven't talk to Lucy since that kiss we shared back at the roof. I was confused myself. I didn't know what to tell her. I mean at the end of the day i thought she was Selena.

I was trying so desperately to get her off my mind so i turn to whatever was near me, that being Lucy.

Don't get me wrong.

Lucy is beautiful, funny and smart but i can't see her as more than a fan.

Besides I'm sure she only kissed me back cause I'm Justin Bieber. She doesn't really care about me. She doesn't know me. My fans know what i want them to know but Selena. Selena spend three years with me. She knew me, at least that's what i thought.

I sighed as i got into the shower.

I'm so fucked up.

One thing is for sure.

I'll have to deal with Lucy sooner or later....

Lucy's P.O.V.

After the second show was over we all head back to the hotel. Justin was once again amazing.

I avoided him just like he did.

For some reason i didn't want him to talk to me about that kiss. I had this feeling. I can't explain it. I just knew that whatever he was going to say to me will end up hurting me.

I sighed as i changed to my pajamas and lay on my bed.

That kiss.

I was dreaming for it since the day i became a fan.

It was just like i was expecting it to be.

His lips were so soft. His movements so gentle. There were sparks. I felt the butterflies.

I'm just not sure if Justin felt what i felt.

Probably not.

But he was the first one to kiss me. Why?