#recommended: Just A Fan { Justin Bieber love story }

Chapter Twenty Two: You need to grow up

Lucy's P.O.V.

"Justin is getting ready" i told Scooter before looking around at all the crew and dancers, getting ready to leave for rehearsals.

"Can i ..." i bit down on my lip, my voice shaking as my eyes started burning me.

"What's wrong Lucy?" Scooter asked concerned.

I took a couple of deep breaths, trying to calm down so i don't break down in front of all those people. "Can i go for a walk?" i asked, hopeful.

"Don't you wanna come with us to rehearsals?" he asked, confused. I shook my head sighing. "I'd rather just take a walk down town and then come back to the hotel." i explained, hoping he will let me.

"Okay but be careful okay? Do you want me to send someone with you so-" "No" i chuckled. "I don't think anyone can recognize me" i gave an awkward smile.

"Okay. See you tonight, at dinner" he made sure i nodded before i quickly walked to the back exit of the hotel where no screaming fans were.

Right now, i wanted to be alone.

I wasn't ready to deal with Justin yet.

Justin's P.O.V.

"It's about time" Scooter spat sarcastically as i made my way to them with Jasmine walking next to me.

"Sorry man. I overslept" i touched my head, feeling already dizzy.

I shouldn't have drunk that much last night. Now i have a hangover.

Worst part, i did something terrible and there's no way in hell i can take it back.

I looked at Jasmine from the corner of my eye only to find her smirking to herself.

I sighed miserably.

Lucy was right. I am fucked up.

I shouldn't have done what i did with Jasmine last night. I was just so angry at the picture of Selena and Taylor having a romantic dinner yesterday that i wanted to get her back.

I felt so guilty. And not just because i slept with someone i have no feelings for whatsoever but because i let Lucy down.

I can only imagine what she is thinking of me right now.

She is my fan. She idolized me and i messed everything up.

I need to find her and explain to her what happened.

"Where's Lucy?" i asked Scooter as we all got in the tour bus to leave for the arena so we could rehears.

"Oh, she said something about going for a walk. She didn't wanna come with us" he shrugged, taking out his phone and texting someone.

I sighed shifting on my seat. I guess i have to wait till we get back so i can talk to her.

For some weird reason i cared what she thought of me. I care for her.

Lucy's P.O.V.

I was casually walking down some random street, passing a couple of shops and getting inside a cafe. I wondered my eyes all over the place before standing in line to order.

Once i took my cappuccino i took a seat on a table at the very back of the cafe so no one could possibly recognize me.

That's when i blocked everything out and got lost on my own thoughts.

The picture of Justin laying there naked while Jasmine was in the bathroom and her pink bra was laying on the floor wouldn't leave my mind.

Why?