#recommended: Just A Fan { Justin Bieber love story }

Chapter Thirty One: " I need to feel your love"

Warning: The part contains Graphic Sexuality

Lucy's P.O.V.

I tossed and turned but nothing seemed to be working. I was trying to get some sleep yet Justin wouldn't leave my mind. I'm wondering what he is doing right now. Did the dinner with Selena go okay? Is he okay? It's been like four hours since he left which meant it was 1am and he still hasn't come back. Everyone was asleep but I couldn't even lay on my bed in peace. I was worrying about him. Why hasn't he come back yet? Is he having that much of a fun with Selena? Did they go to her place? Are they having sex right now?

So many questions and no one to answer them.

I felt lost. Did Justin really mean it when he told me I was beautiful? If Selena hadn't come back would we have ever be together? From the moment those words left his mouth I couldn't help but torturing myself with ifs. Life would be so easy if Selena hadn't come back. Nothing was easy before for me so why things change now?

I sighed, standing up from my bed and grabbing my phone. Neither missed calls nor texts. I bit my lip as I found Justin's name through my contacts. Maybe I should call him, check up on him. But then again what if I ruin some romantic moment? Justin will hate me for life and I can't live with that.

What should I do?

I finally pressed the small green phone attached to the screen on my phone and put the phone next to my ear waiting for Justin to answer it. After about two or three rings, I wasn't exactly counting, Justin answered the phone.

"Hello?" I spoke since Justin wasn't talking.

Still no answer. "Justin? Are you there?" I asked again, furrowing my eyebrows confused. Why isn't he talking to me?

"L-Lucy? How you doing babe?" Justin's voice echoed through the phone. He seemed, high.

"Justin? Is that you?" I asked, not sure if I was talking to him or someone else. This didn't sound like him.

"In flesh and bones" I could feel him smirking.

I sighed running a hand through my hair frustrated.

"Are you drunk?" I put my left hand on my hip as I was holding the phone with the other one.

"Holy shit. How did you know?" he asked, slightly shocked.

Yep, he is definitely drunk.

"Justin, listen to me. Do you know where you are?" I asked through the line grabbing a coat from my wardrobe and heading down the stairs quietly, making sure not to wake anyone up.

He chuckled. "I can't tell you" he burst into a fit of laughter.

I sighed again, buttoning the coat since I was wearing nothing but really short shorts and a tank top underneath me. I can't change from my pajamas to my normal clothes now, Justin needs me and I have to help him.

"Justin, please just tell me where you are." I begged him, sounding as desperate as ever.

He giggled this time having the hiccup as well. Oh god, this is so bad. "Sorry Lucy but I'm waiting for my girlfriend, what was her name again?" he asked sounding lost.

I sighed. "Selena, her name is Selena"

"Yeah" he cheered through the line. "Her. I heard she is really sexy" he whispered like he was sharing a secret. I rolled my eyes.

"Justin, tell me where you are. Now" I demanded, this time sounding more serious.

After talking to the phone with Justin I had somehow manage to get the information out of him. I sneaked out of the house and called a cab to come pick me up and drove me to the restaurant Justin was.