#recommended: Just A Fan { Justin Bieber love story }

Chapter Thirty Three: " can i have one last kiss?"

Lucy's P.O.V.

"We are leaving in three hours" Scooter yelled from downstairs. Apparently he was coming back in Canada with us. I nodded more to myself as i continue shoving clothes in my bag. I sighed, honestly a part of me wasn't ready to leave. Pattie had offered me a three month tour vacation with them. The tour stops in a month so the crew can rest before starting again.

I wanted to stay but taking in consideration everything that has happened, i can't. Not only because i won't be able to control myself and my emotions around Justin and Selena but also because i really need to start my therapy again. I don't think I've ever felt this depressed before. I need help.

"Yeah, I'll be right back. I just need to pee" i heard giggles as Justin's footsteps climb up the stairs. Guess he was with her again. I shook my head focusing back on my packing.

"Hey Lucy" Justin said walking in front of my door. I turned to look at the open door of my room only to see Justin walking backwards again and coming into my view.

"What are you doing?" he asked, stepping foot in my room now.

Shit.

"I'm packing" i mumbled, turning my back to him so i didn't have to face him. Although i couldn't see him i had a clear picture of his confused face right now.

"What do you mean 'you're packing'?" he asked again, walking now next to me and watching me as i walked from my closet to my bag and shove some clothes inside.

"I'm leaving with Chaz and Ryan" i said, keeping my head low. I was not in the mood to fight or even explain myself to him. I was tired. I was tired of all this.

"What?" his voice raised, his eyes darkening, a vein poping out of his neck as his eyes burned holes on my head.

I didn't answer, i tried to ignore him as i picked my other belonging which were laid on the nightstand.

Justin grabbed my arm stopping me before i had the chance to walk up to my bag and put the things inside. "Let go" i whined, shaking my hand trying to free it from his grib.

"No" he said, his grib around my arm getting stronger, pulling me back, the wall now touching my back. All the belongings i was holding fall to the floor making a sigh come out of my mouth.

"Look what you've done" i was about to bend down when he stopped me, taking a step closer to me, making me go back and touch the wall once again. I looked away.

Seriously?

"You're leaving?" he asked, his eyes scanning my face in case i was lying or even more pranking him.

I stayed quiet, biting down on my bottom lip. I was nervous.

"Answer me!" Justin yelled, his body pushing further against mine, my whole back being pressed against the wall.

I was shaking, from head to toe. "Yes" i stuttered looking anywhere but him.

"What?" he breathed out looking at the ground like he was searching for answers.

I chew on my lip not knowing what to do or say. It was hard for me too.

"When were you planning on telling me?" he asked, his face raising, his eyes locking with mine although i refused to stare back. "When?" he yelled again.

"I-i..." i started saying, my voice fading as no words could escape my mouth. I was speechless.

"Why are you leaving me Lucy?" Justin's eyes show how hurt he was. I tried not to give in but i found myself seconds later staring back at his chocolate caramel eyes.