#recommended: Just A Fan { Justin Bieber love story }

Chapter Twenty Nine: "All i want is a second chance"

Lucy's P.O.V.

"She-she wants you back?" i stuttered at my words, my head raising from my hands to look at him. He only nodded, still facing outside the balcony.

"Did she like... told you that?" i asked again, trying to understand where this was exactly going.

I had this bad feeling.

"We were casually shopping and while we were uh.." he stopped to swallow turning to look at me as he continue "while we were getting out of this shop. She, she was there. With some of her friends.." he trailed off, looking down.

I nodded, this strange feeling forming in the pit of my stomach. I felt nauseous, like i wanted to throw up and faint at the same time.

" And?" i asked in a small voice, trying to get everything that happened out of him.

"She walked up to me and started asking how i was doing." he chuckled, running a hand through his hair. "I was so starstruck i couldn't form an answer so i just stare at her like a fool"

I nodded turning my gaze down and staring at the floor.

"Her friends and my friends left us alone so we could talk and she..." he sighed, a lamp forming on his throat preventing him from talking.

I looked up, to see tears at the back of his eyes.

He still cares about her. He still loves her.

"She started telling me how much she misses me and that breaking up with me was a mistake..." he sniffed, his back turning around to look out of the balcony once again.

I felt tears forming in my eyes as well. Honestly i didn't know why i was exactly crying. Was it because i love him and he is in love with someone else or was it because he was hurting and i hated to see him like that?

"What did you say?" i managed to ask, trying to seem fine with the whole situation. I had to be strong. I had to be strong for him.

"I, i was so mad at first. Like, i don't know" he exclaimed both his hands running through his hair pulling at the ends.

"I wanted to scream at her. She first breaks up with me, putting me through so much pain and then comes back saying she wants me back? What am i suppose to do?" he asked, his whole body turning to face me, his eyes burning holes to my forehead.

"What am i suppose to do Lucy?" his voice raised as i gave no reply.

I sighed opening my mouth to say something but then closing it since nothing came out.

Is he seriously asking me this?

What am i suppose to tell him?

"Do you still have feelings for her?" i finally asked, earning his attention again.

"Honestly? I thought i was over her" he stared at me, guilty showing in his eyes, like he was sorry for something "but then when i saw her, looking so....so beautiful" his eyes stared behind me as he imagined her figure I'm guessing.

I looked down, my eyes filling with tears. I wish someone would talk like that about me.

"I guess I'm not over her..." he sighed, his eyes returning back to look at me.

I merely nodded, looking at the ground, wanting nothing but to be home, forget all of this and just deal with my problems. Have my normal life back. When i used to be just a fan, fangirling over the perfect idol i thought Justin was.

Justin was in no way perfect yet i couldn't seem to leave him no matter what.

"Did you tell her? How you feel?" i asked, closing my eyes so no tears could escape them.