Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 72

Abbey's POV

I walked through the quiet hospital hallways, rain running down the big windows. I sighed and stopped and looked out the window and stared out at the gloomy world around me. This was over and I had to accept that and I was. I looked over and saw a hallway connecting two different wings of the hospital, the huge windows, the emptiness. I walked over and put my hands on the railing and looked out yet again. My mind racing a million miles an hour. I didn't know what to do anymore. I couldn't help but think that this was all my fault. I've given up. You think after everything Luke and I have been through I wouldn't want to give up I'd want to fight like hell for it but I don't. I'm always alone anyways, not much will change. When Mason gets out we're going to go to stay with Jesy and Jake for a little while and figure out what I'm doing. I've been debating wether or not I want to walk into the maternity wing which is where the doctor for this baby is located. We've been here for a few nights and it doesn't look like we'll be out of here for a while. I want to be close. I moved my hands and slowly walked towards the doors and pushed them open. I walked around for a little bit before I flashed my license and they took me right back because I called and told them who I was and that I needed to be taken back right away so the paps didn't find me. They left a gown on the table for me to change into which I did and laid back on this very uncomfortable bed thing. After the doctor came in they showed me the baby. And there it was. My little angel. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know where I'm going. But I have my kids to keep me grounded. And I'm going to fight to keep them grounded. The doctor printed me pictures which I put into my jean pocket, thanked him and walked back to Mason's room where Jesy was reading him some book she found in the gift shop. Jake was sitting on the couch with Brooklyn in his lap while she watched some movie on his phone that I swear looked like his music video but whatever. "Hey handsome" I said kissing Mason's cheek and sitting on the edge of the bed

"Shhh mummy! Gamma reading!"

I put my hands up and let her finish the book which she then handed to Mason and he went through and looked at all the pictures again. I walked over to the window and looked at the rain again. Jesy walked over and put her hand on my hand and I smiled softly and handed her the ultrasound photo "Well it's happening"

She smiled and wrapped her arms around me "oh baba"

I softly smiled and then went and sat down "Did he come?"

"Oh don't worry about him"

"So he didn't."

"Abbey"

"Mum"

"Stop worrying" she sighed

"I'm not"

"But you are" she said sitting next to me

"I not actually" I said quietly staring up at the ceiling

She pointed to something and looked at Jake and shook her head

"What?" I asked but got no response "Hellooo?"

"He did an interview babe"

"And?"

"He said it was a set up"

I don't know what came over me but I gave her a look and got up and stormed out of the hospital and went straight to our house something I hadn't seen in days. I saw his car in the driveway and I ran inside and slammed the door behind me. "A set up!? It was a set up!" I yelled walking into our room and saw him sleepily sit up "You used me"

"What?" He said rubbing his eyes and sitting up slowly

"Don't say what! It's everywhere!"

"Abbey.."

"What Luke!? What!? Are you going to tell me it isn't true! Because it is! Three kids and a marriage and you finally tell me this was set up!"

"Wait three.?"

"I'm pregnant Luke. You already knew that"

"What..?"

I took one of the pictures out and threw it at him "stay away from us"

"Abbey..."

I turned and grabbed a bag that was sitting on a chair in our room and threw some clothes in it, my laptop and some of Brooklyn and Mason's stuff. "And if you were wondering our son is wondering where his effing dad is"

He laid back down and stared at the ceiling quiet. For once Luke was completely silent.

Jesy's POV

I didn't stop her and maybe I should've but I didn't. She needed to talk to him. I smiled at the kids and said "everything's okay guys mummy just had to go do something"

They both nodded, Jake picked up Brooklyn and set her on Mason's bed where they both looked at the pictures from the book we just read.

Abbey's completely lost and I understand why. Luke is Luke. Mason is sick and they can't figure out what's wrong with him. Brooklyn is confused and asks her questions. She's pregnant. She has to take care of herself now more than ever.

There was a soft knock at the door and it opened revealing Michael. Brooklyn's face lit up and she put her arms up for Michael to pick her up which he did and spun her around, he set her back down and smiled at me "Hello Ms. Nelson"

I laughed "Call me Jesy. Or grandma. Ugh I'm to young to be a grandma"

He smiled and nodded "Where's Abbey at? Has she seen-"

I cut him off and nodded "she left pis- very mad"

He sighed and sat down "Lukes butt head. It never was a set up. No one told him to say that he just did. He wanted to make himself look better I guess"

"How? He cheated on his wife"

"I know" he sighed and leaned back in the chair

It hadn't been more than an hour since she left when Abbey burst through the door. Her eyes were red, tears still slightly running down her face

She shook her head and I knew she didn't want me to say anything. She walked over to the window and sat down in the chair in front of it and sighed. Looking at the rain running down it and we all knew tears were running down her face. "It's kinda like your song mum. Love me or leave me here." She stopped and sniffled "he's leaving me here"

I stood up and walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder and sighed "baba come on"

"It's over mum"

"You don't know that" I said softly while the kids played with Michael in the background

"But I do"

Luke's POV

I just kinda froze. I didn't know what to do. I let her leave knowing I probably wouldn't get her back and in that moment I knew that I didn't really care. I'm a pop star in a band. I tour most of the year. They're all better off without me. But I know I'm not better off without them.

But I didn't go after her I stood up, grabbed the keys, slipped on shoes and I went to the closest bar.

I drank.

I drank some more.

Then even more.

And then I passed out.

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