Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 58

Jesy's POV

"I love you too"

"Goodnight kid"

"Goodnight Jake"

He ended our skype call and I laid back on the bed and decided to think.

I'm a grandma.

It's kinda setting in now.

This is all so weird.

I don't know how to feel because I'm disappointed, happy, sad and upset all at the same time.

Abbey and Luke ehh who even knows what's gonna happen there.

I kinda want a baby but I don't wanna tell him that.

'Hey I know we've been dating for about six months but let's have a baby!'

Yeah. No.

I can't wait to go surprise him in tour! It's gonna be amazing! I love this kid so much and I miss him so much too it hurts!

I also miss my girls and they were mad at me because of what I did to the girls which I feel like shit for because I love them so much yet I did this to them

I wish I could go back and change what I've done because it would be so different from this

Abbey seems to have completely forgiven me, which I am extremely grateful for.

I know I have really screwed up and I also know Selena hates me with a fiery passion and I need to change that because we will never be a family again, even just Abbey with her babies. Well I mean I guess. I don't know.

This whole situation is confusing.

I mean if I can't have both my kids one is better than none.

Abbey's POV

I woke up strangely late. Especially for me. I looked at the clock at it read 11:31

11:31

My doctors appointment is at 12:30!

I sprang out of bed and ran and got dressed waking Luke up in the process

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked in his sexy morning voice

"Babe! The appointments in an hour! Get ready!" I yelled

"Okay okay" he said and walking over to me pecking my lips then grabbing skinny jeans and putting them on

After I had my light wash skinny jeans on with knee high brown boots on with one of Luke's oversized flannels and a tank top underneath.

Selena was in the kitchen and Jesy was in the living room

"Hey we're gonna go to the doctors appointment now" I giggle

Selena hugged me "I can't wait for the reveal party tomorrow!"

We decided that Luke and I would find out the genders together and then tell everyone by putting balloons in two boxes blue for a boy and pink for a girl.

Luke and I got in the car and held hands the entire drive

"Babe what do you want?" I smiled

He laughed "two boys so they can be punk rock like me"

I shook my head while laughing "I want two girls so we can shop till we drop"

"Oh god" he laughed

We walked into the waiting room and waited not so patiently in the waiting room until we heard "Nelson?" We went into the little room waiting for the doctor to come in