Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 77

She had this like shocked look on her face and quietly said "what?"

I looked her dead in the eye and said "you heard me Jessica I really don't know what else you want me to say. I have a life and so does she. We aren't a family. You had years to be a family with us and you didn't do it! We both live in Australia and you live in the U.K.  Get a grip here please. Listen to yourself. You adopted us and we love you for it but we aren't living with you. We have our own families and you're starting yours. It's time to just realize that you've always been more of a older sister than a mother to us" I shrug and then glance at Selena who is nodding but looking at the plate of cookies sitting on the table

She leans down and picks up a few earring  laugh from me. She looks at me, giving me a dirty look before saying "I mean for god sakes you let me live with Leigh for a long ass time and never even came and tried to get me to come home. You gave us a life we had always dreamed of. And then you never came to look for us. Face it Jess you aren't a mother figure to us just a big sister and that's okay you're our mother and we know that we just don't feel it"

I nodded in agreement but I watched Jesy's face fall even more and felt guilty. Knowing that if I ever hears Brooklyn or Mason say that to me or this baby that I'm carrying, it would crush me and I would never be the same. But I have to believe that it's different, first of all she's pregnant which means she's hormonal, second of all she adopted us when we were 14, third of all she never really got to know us and I feel like she probably doesn't even know us know she just thinks she does and believes she does and that's enough for her. But it's not enough for us and it probably never will me. But as a mother myself I knew I couldn't let her feel this way "I'm not speaking for both of us but I will go on a vacation with you, we can rent a big house somewhere, bring Jake and I'll bring Luke and the kids and we can stay for a while and just be a family. But that's not going to last forever and you know it. Jesy I want to see you as my mother I really honestly do, I love you and apprentice everything you've done for me, for us, but we can't get there overnight"

She nods and comes and hugs me, our baby bumps bumping earning a laugh from both is us before she says "Okay, thank you. I appreciate that. I would love a vacation and will take it hands down. But I do hope Selena will come too" she says while moving away and looking towards Selena

Selena groaned and flashed me a dirty look, in return she got a cheesy smile. "Okay okay fine. Only because I know Abbey will force me anyways" which was true I would

Jesy quickly walked over and wrapped her arms around her and whispered "Thank you"

Selena just nodded and I sat down on the arm of the couch and ran my hand over my small baby bump. I still think it's weird that all three of us are pregnant. I'm the farthest along while Selena and Jesy are pretty close to one another, only a few days apart I believe.

"How long are you guys here for?" Jesy asked while going and sitting back down on the couch "only a couple days. You see Luke is a child himself and two toddlers is a lot for the singing breadstick he is" I laugh "but that's enough time to plan a vacation and stuff"

Jesy laughed "Gotcha, okay well then let's get to planning and send Jake for food" she laughed again before yelling "JACOBBBBBB! Mommas hungry! And so are the other mommas! Mommas babies are hungry!"

I couldn't help but laugh as he came running into the room and said "Nando's my love?"

She nodded smiling and said "girls place your orders"

We sent him off with our requests for dinner and dessert, we're pregnant, geez judge us. We all ate and laughed together about different stories from the past. After a few hours of laughing at embarrassing and funny memories we all decided to go to bed. Selena and I laughed as we walked in our old room and got into our old beds. Not long after falling asleep from all of the traveling and talking and especially emotions.

I slept like a baby until something woke me up and I wasn't quite sure what it was. Not wanting to wake Selena up I picked up my phone ignoring the goodnight text from Luke and used the light from the screen to look at the sheets below me. I got up slowly feeling dizzy and used the wall to help me get into Jake and Jesy's room. I shook her a little and through the tears streaming down my face I said quietly "Mum I need you to get up and take me to the hospital. I'm bleeding"

She sat right up after I said the words hospital and then got out of bed at the word bleeding. Just nodding I could tell she was worried without even seeing her face, she picked up her pillow and threw it at Jake "babe get up Abbey's bleeding we need to take her to the hospital right now"

"Mum I feel really dizzy and everything seems a little fuzzy"

"Shh baby it'll be okay let's get you down to the car" I nodded and when I went to take a step I felt my entire body give out and the last thing I remember is hitting the floor before everything went black.