Chapter 79

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Abbey's POV

Everything was black but I could hear almost everything around me. Jesy's scream. Jake getting up and almost falling. I could feel being lifted off of the ground into Jakes arms, the only person in the house that isn't pregnant. Selena asking what was wrong but stopping when I'm assuming she saw Jake carrying me down the hallway. Everyone scrambling to get shoes and coats on. I could feel myself getting put in the backseat. Selena getting in after me telling me that I would be okay and that my little girl would be okay. But I wasn't so sure. I wanted so badly more than anything to jump up and yell 'I'm okay!' But I can't. Now hearing something about how it's going to take us a little bit to get to the hospital. No one decided to call for an ambulance which I understand. We're all famous. We don't need the attention right now. Soon the sound was getting softer and softer. Suddenly I couldn't hear anything. Now I'm left to be alone with my own thoughts. But soon I won't be able to hear or see anything. Not even my own thoughts. Everything is going to be gone. I don't understand why we waited so long to find out the gender of the baby. I'm almost 26 weeks along and we could've found out so long ago. Now I'm left with my cute little bump and my picture perfect family. But that picture will fade soon.

*hours later*

It felt like I am more awake. I felt someone grab my hand and then lean over and kiss my forehead while whispering "you did so good I love you so much" then hearing a door shut "don't leave me yet baby. I need you. Our three beautiful kids need you. We haven't had our last of anything. That wasn't our last kiss. It wasn't our last trip. She isn't our last baby because I know you want four. You haven't seen Brooklyn and Mason for the last time. You haven't even met our little girl yet" he was right I hadn't and I could tell we have been separated since I can no longer feel the kicks and hits. "Stay strong angel" I heard softly as I could feel what have to be tears falling onto my face. I want so badly to wake up. I want so badly to kiss him and tell him that I am okay. But I can't move. The room was now silent the beeps of my heart monitor filling the room, but it started to slow and slow even more before suddenly a loud alarm went off. I'm assuming that the nurses flooded the room including a doctor since I felt a jolt of energy enter my body. Trying and pleading for my heart to pick up. Over and over again. I can hear Luke let out a pained sob as he is literally watching me, his wife, die in front of his eyes. Again the energy enters but soon fades. "Again please! Don't let my wife die!" I hear Luke screaming at the doctor. Pleading and trying to convince him to do so, almost the same way Jesy did just years before this when I almost died before. I knew this was it. I knew this was the end. My heart breaking because I'll never get to see my kids grow up. I'll never see the baby I have had inside of me for almost 26 weeks. I'll never see my sister or my mother again. I'll never see the boys or my friends. I'll never see my husband and I'll never get to feel his lips on mine or have that feeling I get when he walks into a room or holds me in his arms. My kids will grow up without a mother. I won't get to grow old with my best friend. I won't- I won'- I-

"That's it I'm calling it. Time of death 10:53 am. I am so incredibly sorry Mr. Hemmings"

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