Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 51

Jesy's POV

Jordan went to get food, I stayed back here to think. My life is really messed up.

A.) My children hate me. Literally hate.

B.) I am in the worlds biggest girl group.

C.) I am dating Jordan Banjo

D.) My children hate me

E.) I never see my family

F.) I don't think Jordan is faithful

G.) My children hate me.

H.) I am the worst mother ever

I laid on the couch and groaned. I need to do the right thing for once. For once in my life I need to not screw up. I picked up my phone and sent Abbey a text knowing she'd be more likely to answer 'I want you girls to know that I regret losing you both more than anything. I will win you girls back. I miss you very much and I love you very much' she never answered, but she did read it.

I suddenly realized what I needed to do.

'I miss you girls. I'm sorry. Please stop ignoring me. I'll fix things. I love you babas' I sent to the three girls

Jordan walked in. "Hey babe. I got the food"

My phone vibrated and it was a picture from Abbey.

I opened it and it was a picture of Jordan with another girl. 'Hey. Um. This is kinda awkward but I felt like you needed to see this, I hope you believe me when I say this but, Jordan really did cheat on you. He has been for a long time. I felt like you needed to know. And I love and miss you too but that doesn't change anything'

"Jordan. We need to talk"

He walked over to me and kissed my cheek "Okay. Bout what?"

"I can't do this anymore"

He sighed "Babe. Stop it"

I laughed "Stop what!? You're cheating on me. You don't love me and I don't want to be with you"

"I do love you"

"You cheated on me. Why?"

"You're too famous. The tour. The stress. Everything."

"Get out Jordan"

"Babe"

"Jordan leave" I pointed to the door and got off the couch and walked into the bedroom and threw his suitcase in the hallway "Bye Jordan"

"Bye Jesy" with that he left and I decided I was going to get my girls back.

I got on twitter and searched the boys and I saw that they are at the airport.

The VMAS are over so they're going home.

Once I found them in the airport I followed behind them. Luke turned around and looked directly at me "Babe? Let's get you on the plane. I want you out of here" Abbey nodded at him and put her head on his shoulder. He put his arms around her and he helped her onto the plane.

I've always approved of Luke. He's always been a gentleman to Abbey and has always cared about her, taken care of her.

I looked at Abbey's hand and saw a ring on her finger. They're getting married!?

I better make it up to them so I can be at the wedding!

I sighed and watched them walk onto the plane realizing that I needed to go home and see my mum and the rest of my family. I miss them terribly. Maybe I'll hang out with Jake. I miss him too.

I went back to the hotel and backed up my stuff. I need to go home and change my locks then see my family and the girls.

I need more positivity in my life. For starters I got rid of Jordan. I should've done that long ago. Jordan and I never should've happened. Never ever. I could've kept my girlies and we could be a family, living together, happy. We could be happy. I know the girls are happy but I'm not happy with any if this. Not one bit of it. I don't know about any of this. But I know one thing for sure

I'm going to get Abbey and Selena back.

That's all I know.

That's all I care about.

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