Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 65

Abbey's POV

"What do you mean mistake?" Jesu asked carefully

"Like maybe I should've never come back and I would've never of gotten back with Luke" I sighed

"Babe you're worried his gonna cheat again aren't you?"

I bit my lip and thought for a minute "Well yeah"

She sighed and laughed softly "I think he truly loves you"

"Really?"

"I'd be shocked if he ever let you go again"

I smiled "Thank you mum"

She laughed "That's my job" she paused "Why don't you take a break leave the kids with Luke and come visit your poor mum who misses her baby girl soooooo much!"

I sighed "I don't know mum... The kids have only just met Luke I don't know how well that will go"

She laughed "Think about it okay?"

"Of course. I gotta go get ready for my breakfast thing with Michael. I love you"

"I love you too babe. Bye"

I hung up and quickly changed into some jeans and a t shirt I left here and left Luke a note that said 'Went out with Mikey. I'll be back soon. -Abbey xx' I drove over to the little diner we are meeting this girl at and we waited patiently until a girl looking about my age sat down in front of us

"Hi" she said nervously

"Hello" I smiled

"Hey" Michael calmly said "So how did you get my number and why did you wanna meet with me?"

She sighed "Alright well, at a club about a month ago we both got drunk and went to a hotel and you can guess what happened next. I put my number in your phone and nested myself from it. A month later I'm late and the test came back positive"

I bit my lip and Michael just full on laughed at the girl he got up and said "I'm sorry but I'm not doing this. Let's go Abbey" I got up with him and got in my car while he got in his. I debated for a while then I went home.

There wasn't a part of me that didn't feel bad for her. I know what the whole single mom thing is like and I bet no one likes it. I don't know if she's lying. I don't know if it would even be Mikey's. But if she is pregnant and it is Mikey's I feel bad for her. There is that slight chance that she's telling the truth and there's a bigger chance that she's lying. Either way I feel bad for her.

I called Mikey on my way home he picked up right away "Hey"

He sighed "Hi"

"How are you?"

He laughed in a mad way "Just because I'm famous and I have money doesn't mean anyone can take advantage of me. It's not fair to me. God stop being a whore and grow up"

I laughed slightly "I say let's take her to the hospital and get her tested and when the baby comes or whatever do a paternal test and until then keep it out of the media because we don't need that attention on all of us. Cause you know what they'll say to you, the rest of the boys and they'll make stories up" I said as I turned around to go get Brooklyn and Mason

He groaned "I swear I didn't sleep with her. I wouldn't sleep with someone"

I bit my lip "You're stupid when you're drunk"

He sighed "Okay maybe it's possible"

"Michael did you ever think that maybe she's pregnant, alone and scared"

"Okay well that might be true but that is not my problem"

I sighed "I'm not saying it is! I'm saying that you need to cover it next time and go get her tested!"

"Abbey.."

"Don't even. Get her tested." I said sternly as I hung up before turning onto Allison's street, when I pulled up to her house I saw them all playing outside I got out of the car and smiled "Hiiiii!"

They both ran into my arms and yelled "Mummy!"

"Did you guys have fun?!"

They both yelled "Yeah!" Then ran off and played some more

Allison walked over to me "Guess who's got a date with Cal Pal tonight?"

"Really!?" I smiled

"Yes yes we worked out everything"

I laughed "when your OTP gets back together!"

She smiled "nothing's official yet but I really hope we do!"

I hugged her "I'd love to stay and chat cause you know I love you but I need to feed these kids and get home. Luke wants to get to know them and I need them to trust him if this thing is gonna work"

She laughed "Well be gone my darling!"

I hugged her "love you!"

She hugged back "love you too!"

Once I got the kids in the car it took me about 15 minutes to get home. When I walked in the kids slowly walked behind me and I saw Luke sitting on the couch clearly upset "Hi" I smiled at him as I walked past with the kids towards their rooms I let them play around in there while I went out to Luke "What's wrong baby daddy?" He glared at me and I laughed "Someone's gotta stick in their ass"

He rolled his eyes "stop it"

I poked his cheek "what's wrong. Seriously tell me"

"It's just the rumors going around now. About you me the kids Christina and Mikey and none of its true so I don't get why people have to be like this. I mean you and Mikey weren't ever together" I bit my lip "Christina isn't pregnant and the kids are mine!" He groaned "You and Mikey never got together right?"

I thought back to when Mikey came to visit about five months after I left

*flashback*

"I'm just so lonely" I sighed

"I am too" he got closer to me, our lips almost touching "we could be less lonely"

I nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck "less lonely I like it"

He smirked "to your bed?"

I nodded as he picked me up and placed his lips on mine.

After we finished Michael laid next to me "We can never tell anyone about this"

I nodded "Never. No matter what"

*flashback over*

I shook my head "that's gross. Why would I get with Mikey he's like my brother!"

Luke shrugged "I don't know I was just wondering"

I nodded "Come on. I want you to hang out with the kids"

We got up and I watched Luke play with them. They have seen Luke a few times. They Facetimed a few times. They toured last year in America and I was convinced to go to the concert where Luke saw them for the first time in person besides right after I had them.

You don't expect your life to go certain ways and I'm happy which may be saying something but I've been through hell. My childhood, being forgotten by your mother, Joey, Luke cheating. Maybe it was all preparing me for the worst. How not to screw up as a mother. Careful who you fall for. This isn't the life I asked for but you sure as hell better know that I'm thankful for everything I have because I love every part of it. I have two amazing kids that I love more than anything. A niece or a nephew. A sister who I adore. A boyfriend who is starting to treat me right. And four amazing brothers (including my brother in law) who are amazing to my kids and me. Maybe all of the bad was leading up to the good that I have in my life now. As I looked down to our kids accepting Luke a smile and across my face because I knew that everything would be okay. Even at times when I felt everything would go wrong everything would turn out okay because I have my world right in this house with me.