Adopted by Jesy |book one| (EDITING)

Chapter 78

Luke's POV

"Brooklyn please" I begged looking at her while she's sitting on the floor throwing a fit because Abbey always puts her down for her nap and Abbey isn't here. "Mason is doing it! Look at what a big boy he's being!"

She looked at me and I could tell I was just pissing her off more, especially when she screamed on the top of her lungs "Mummy!!!!!!"

Walking away for a second I couldn't help but to call her. She picked up soon after with her beautiful soft and sweet voice "Hello?"

"Babe-" I started to say something but was interrupted by another very obnoxious scream "your daughter wants you"

"I like how she becomes my daughter or he becomes my son when one of them does something wrong or annoying. She's half of you and let me tell you something. You're hot as hell but you can be annoying as hell too" Abbey laughed into the phone "lay her down and give her the phone"

Groaning I picked her up holding her away from my ears, then simply laid her in a crib and handed her my phone on speaker

"Is that my baby girl?" Abbey cooed into the phone "princess are you being bad for daddy?"

Brooklyn pouted looking at me. I miss her too, trust me. It sucks being away from her

"Close your eyes baby girl. Shh shh shh it's okay I'm right here"

I watched as Brooklyn actually closed her eyes and her cries began to get softer and softer. Not long after she was asleep and I picked the phone up and left the room shutting the door behind me. "How in the world did you do that?" I said into the phone obviously frustrated

"I've been with her almost everyday of her life Luke and I'm her mother. We have a bond that you probably won't be able to ever understand" she laughed softly "how's my big baby doing?"

"I miss you so much babe you don't even understand. I want you next to me. I wanna hold you and talk to our baby" I said "I sound like a chick" I groaned

"You'd make an ugly girl Luke" she laughed "we've been through so much. I'm waiting for the day when we lead normal lives and we can stay together. Not that our lives will ever be even a tiny bit normal"

"Can't you just come home tonight?" I said pouting a little knowing that she would be able to tell

"Damn you look hot when you do that. You'd get a kiss for that" she said before sighing "you know the earliest I can be home is tomorrow. I am very tired and pregnant. Our little girl needs some rest too you know. Rest without a plane or a car or some guy convinced you're faking the whole pregnant thing to smuggle drugs into the U.K."

I laughed "did someone seriously feel up your bump?"

"I wish I could say no" she laughed "someone literally felt up my bump and poked it and had to convince him that it was real. The best part was is that she was moving while he was touching it and I know he felt her" I heard Selena talking to her in the background, she said something away from the phone before saying "babe I gotta go. We're going to Jesy's now. I love you so much. I'll see you soon. Take care of our babies"

"I love you even more" I smiled at the sound of her soft giggle before saying "bye babe"

"Bye handsome" she said back before the line went dead.

Only hours passed before my phone rang. This time it was Selena. I assumed Abbey's phone had died and she was calling me off of hers. "Hey beautiful"

"Uh Luke" Selena said back "not your wife." She took a deep breath "are you sitting down? Something's happened"

I felt my heart stop for a moment, a long moment, before I sat down and my eyes were wide with fear "Selena what is it" I said a little demanding

"I don't know what happened Luke" she cried into the phone "she was fine and felt great. We went to sleep and she woke up only a little after falling asleep because she was cramping. There was so much blood Luke. She got up to wake Jesy and when Jesy was helping her to the car she passed out. She's on her way to the hospital now but Jesy texted and said she isn't waking up"

She said more but I stopped listening. That's when everything came back. The first date I took her on, to that damn and late carnival. How I kissed her on top of the Ferris Wheel. The first time I told her I loved her and she said it back. We were so happy. The first night we spent together, not sexual but just cuddling and sleeping. I felt so close to her. The first time we did have sex. It was amazing and magical. You could feel the love in the room. I remember when I found out she was pregnant, I was a fucking dick and slept with Christina because I was lonely, she heard us on the phone and I broke her. When we came home from tour I saw her, pregnant and drop dead gorgeous. I remember falling in love with her all over again, not that I ever fell out of love, I fell more in love. I remember the day she left me and moved to America. I was destroyed but I deserved it. I remember the day I got her back. I proposed to her in a bedroom after we had quite the make out session, only hours after she walked in on me with another girl. I remember the day we got married, how excited she was and how I will never forget every detail, even the small ones. I remember our little honeymoon weekend we had while my mum watched the kids. I remember when I saw her for the first time after being kidnapped. Just yesterday we were celebrating the fact that we'll have another little girl. She is my world. She is my everything.

And what pulled me out of my trance were two words that will haunt me forever, the two words that literally almost killed me, the moment I should've died. "She's gone"