What if?

15. Trusted

        I woke up infront of the cafe earlier, Little One. My head was pouding, everything was blurry and I couldn't hear anything. I could see red and blue lights but I had no idea what was happening. The last thing I remembered was feeling numb and blacking out.

        As my vision and hearing started to get clearer, I noticed that there was an accident. Curious as to why I was lying on the floor earlier, I decided to approach the paramedics and ask them for information and to check on me but none of them could hear me. Or... see me? One of them came up to me so I asked but he ended up going through me. Literally through me. It was then, when I realized that I could possibly.. be dead. I got closer to the person that was apparently hit by a car and I had the shock of my life.

        I-it was me. I was lying in the middle of the road with blood everywhere. I'm still breathing but my spirit isn't even in my body anymore. I'm here, walking around freely while my body is dying. The paramedics carefully lifted my unconscious body onto a stretcher and carried 'me' into the ambulance to be brought to the hospital. I got in the ambulance following them and keeping an eye on myself. It was weird but scary.

        I heard a *beep* which scared me from my thoughts. It was my phone that was surprisingly still in my hand. Also the beep was signalling that my voice message had reached it's limit which meant it had automatically sent. Now I had another thing to worry about other than my dying body. Luke. The paramedic took my phone out of my hands and it was at 2%. When we got to the hospital, the paramedic charged my phone so they could 'see who to contact' since I didn't have any ID on me. They opened the contact log to find Luke's name on the top since he was the last person I called. They decided to give him a call thinking he was family or something I guess.

        I had to keep an eye on my body and I just couldn't hear his voice at that moment, it just hurt too much, so I went to the emergency room to apparently watch my own surgery. I wasn't really focusing on them cutting my body open and my blood getting everywhere. I was busy thinking if Luke would answer and actually bother coming to the hospital just to see me. I mean he could just pretend like he doesn't know me right? He probably will anyways.

        A voice disrupted my thoughts. "Honey, the most that we doctors can do is save your body. The rest is all up to you. You have to be strong and fight. Fight for yourself." The female doctor said. Fight? How am I supposed to fight? I'm not even in my own body! Ugh.. This is so frustrating!

-Luke-

        I was in bed drowning in my own sad thoughts. How could she think that I was using her? After all that time we've spent together, did it mean nothing to her? Calum did tell me that she knew about Lara but that doesn't even apply in what she said about me using her. I should be the one worried if she was using me for my fame and money but no. I trust her, well, trusted.

        I switched off my phone, wanting to shut myself out of the world. I fell asleep but it's now 9.30pm so I decided to check on what I've missed. I had tonnes of messages and missed calls from the boys and a voice message from.. Charlotte. I read and replied to everyone and just sat there. I sat there thinking if I should listen to the voice message or just leave it as it is. I was about to listen to it when Calum came barging into my room,

        "What were you thinking?! You could've ruined the band! You could've ruined it all for us!" I fell back on my bed and shut my eyes tight. I groaned, "Ugh I'm sorry okay? I was just so angry and I just.. I didn't know what to do." I felt the bed dip. "I don't know what happened back in Starbucks but whatever it is I'm sure you'll figure it out. Both of you. I see the way you look at her man. You're in love." Calum said, making me sit up.

        "You were a dick to her the first time you guys met and now you're telling me that we're meant to be together? What happened?" I said laughing. "Shut up man! It was a mistake to have treated her that way. But whatever. Now, you need to go and apologise to her. Fix everything before it's too late!" He said pulling me up and pushing me out the door. "Not right now Calum! It's 10pm! She's probably asleep or something. Plus, I need to clear my mind and.. think about what I would say to her.. I need time, that's all." I said looking at the ground.

        Calum groaned and started shaking me by my shoulders. "You've locked yourself in your room ever since you got back from Starbucks. How much more time do you need?!? Just get your ass over to her hotel and pour your heart out Lucas! Go!" He said pushing me out of my room, down the stairs and into his car. "You're seriously driving me there? I can drive too you know?" I said annoyed. "I don't want you to tell me you're going to her hotel but end up taking a wrong turn to some club. I know you man." "I really hate you sometimes. I hate that you know me so well. But thanks." I said patting his shoulder.

        We were 20 minutes away from her hotel but there seems to be some accident up ahead so we could take longer than that. I took out my phone to find another voice message from Charlotte that was in not long ago. I guess my phone was on silent the whole time. Since we were stuck here, might as well. I took a deep breath and played the one from earlier. "Hey Luke..

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Hello loves! Sorry for not updating sooner! Highschool is over for me and I finally got the chapters back in order! I'm sorry but here's an update! Also you're confused I know I know but this will make sense soon! I promise hehehe Love yas and tweet me! :-) @Gelyn_lyn