His Love For Me [MINOR Editing]

Chapter 16

Chapter 16-

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JASMINE:

Two weeks had passed.

Two weeks of pure agonizing, trenching days. Never in my life had I felt so low; it was like I had been swallowed by a dragon who spit me back out then fired me with it's hot breath. All my crying had been extremely wasted for the fact that it had been replaced with hiccups and sobs.

For the past fourteen days, I had been locked up in my room blowing out everything that was stored within me. All the tissues decorating my bed proved it; Ken had really toyed with my emotions, and the worst part about it was the fact that he had been calling me non-stop. There never was a day when my phone wasn't ringing, and just that aggravated me to the fullest. He should've known by now that I was trying to ignore him, but by the several text messages he was leaving me, he obviously didn't get the clue.

I was just tired. Purely tired of going through what I was going through with my dysfunctional relationship. Ken had destroyed me completely, messed me up completely, and destroyed my whole outlook on love completely. Because of the bullshit I had gone through with him, there was no way I was going to be in another relationship for a very long time. It even took everything in me to let go of Ken completely, because the truth was that I still missed him.

Yes, even though he had been cheating on me basically our whole relationship, part of me still longed to be with him. It was like my heart had been permanently engraved to his just because we had been together for five years. I hated Ken for what he did to me, but my heart still needed him.

It was a shame that I was still aching over this man after all the shit he put me through. Detaching myself from Ken had affected me the whole two weeks I had without him. I wasn't used to going on with my life without him after being with him for so long, but everything happened for a reason. I just needed to spend sometime from him no matter how hard I needed him back in my life. Being with Ken had only messed up my love life, so I guessed being without him would help me on trying to get my life back on track.

As I continued to prep myself for a late shift at the salon, the vibrating of my phone started to fill the silence of my room. Groaning, I ignored it because I knew it was Ken calling me again. It was like he was trying to consume me with his sorry apologies, and I had to admit that at first, I was tempted to pick up, but as time moved on I learned to ignore it. It was probably going to be a waste of my time anyways, especially if it was going to be sorry-based.

It wasn't even a minute later until I heard my phone ringing again. I walked over to the ringing device, then hastily grabbed my phone from the nightstand to try to silence it, but before I could press the power button, the temptation to read his message overpowered me.

"Babe, please stop ignoring me, so we can talk about this."

I rolled my eyes, then continued to go down the 268 text messages he had somehow managed to leave me.

"I'm fucking falling apart without you, Jasmine. How long are going to keep me waiting? What you saw between Toni and I was just casual sex, compared to what me and you had. Please stop distancing yourself away from me. I miss you so much."

Feeling as if I couldn't read any more, I angrily slammed my phone back on the stand before me, trying to stop the next set of tears that sat at the deep end of my throat from splurting. I couldn't let Ken get to me again after so many days of crying over him. It had been a clear mistake to see the text messages he had left me just because I was feeling my weaknesses lurk within me.