Melanin Beauty

chapter 10

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Alexis.
Yesterday was a long day and I still haven't finish unpacking my stuff yet. Its been bout a week and I haven't heard from Danny ever since I last spent the night at his house. Im getting nervous because my birthdays coming up soon which means school is also.

But I don't know if this is a good or bad thing because my mind is drifting off because I'm distracted at work I haven't been doing nothing much but laying in the bed day dreaming about him should I call him? I'll wait later on.

My moms been spending a lot of time with me and I'm kinda not use to that I feel weird around her sometimes. And her and Raymond are still together but I don't think my mom is that attracted to him anymore because on her free time she's at home with me. My aunt and her haven't been speaking much I think she really hurt my mom feelings but she did open her eyes in a way. I guess the truth really does hurt

But sadly im still stuck on why Danny hasn't call or came by Tiara says she see him all the time with the boys and Jill which honestly piss me off because Tiaras like you shouldn't of played hard to get and I wasn't I just don't want my feelings to be hurt and I opened to him and he even said there was nothing between them.

I glanced over at my phone for the twentieth time... Forget it I got to get ready im going out with Ya'ria to Mansion Grin to clear my head.

I threw on light blue skinny jeans and a black shirt that was see threw at the bottom somewhat exposing my lower belly it also had mini polka-dots and my black shiny flip flops and my favorite silver chain. Cute but simple.

I put my now curly hair into a messy bun at the top of my hair I did my makeup eyeliner and lip gloss for today.

I grabbed my phone and checked to see if Danny called or text he didn't. You know what forget him. I heard a knock at the door.

" see you later mom, love you." I shouted and waited for her reply as I neared the door.

" alright baby love you too and be safe." She yelled back. I entered the car with Ya'ria.

" you looking good." She complimented.

I smiled " thank you."

" still haven't heard from Danny?" She asked.
I shook my head no.

She nodded her head understanding that I didn't want to talk about him.
Soon we pulled into the big building getting out the car. We paid 10 and walked in. My heart dropped when I saw Danny and the boys sitting down at a table laughing. I was thinking about running or hiding but I failed when his beautiful hazel eyes met mine.

Danny
A nigga fucked up damn... I ended up fucking Jill I don't know how it happened but it happened. And I don't blame anybody not even the weed we was smoking but i blame myself for that shit I shouldn't have been around her anyways not a day goes by that I don't think of Lexi I couldn't face her I couldn't bring myself to text and talk to her when I know I did some foul ass shit. And I don't even know how to tell her to make matters worse I've been hanging around her.

I shook my head. I don't know what to do because I'm just like some of these other niggas say I want something but my action don't line up with it even though I do I just don't show it. I still can't understand how I brought myself to do it or what I was thinking.

I pushed my thoughts away and joined in with the group after Malik said some dumb ass shit I couldn't help but to laugh. I heard the latch open so I looked to see who it was. I immediately felt guilty when she looked me in the eyes her face showing somewhat sadness. I wanted to just get up and hug and kiss on her but I couldn't.