Melanin Beauty

chapter 20

A/N SECRETS EXPOSED!

Tiara
Surprisingly I didn't go to jail. And me and Jamal haven't officially broke up yet. But we decided to see where we would go with our relationship. Which I really don't want to be with him. Its just that feeling of being played. And having your boyfriend that you have been with for over a year cheat on you with your best friend and not only that but to get your best friend pregnant that is to much.

I have been staying in the house lately avoiding my friends because some how this whole situation spreading like wild fire. Everybody I know, knows and even people that I don't know, knows. And me going back to school everybody gone be looking at me like im some restarted ass bitch. Which I was. I blame myself because I should have known. And I probably should have been a better girl friend. But I can't help the way I feel.

I can't blame him for something's because I wanted somebody else. And he just wanted me to be I guess committed to him. I feel as though my feelings for Danny won't change and I honestly don't want them too. I would do anything for him.

And no I don't feel bad about him and Alexis officially going together now because I liked Danny first I knew Danny longer me and Danny use to hang out until I told him that I liked him and we just stopped hanging out together. I will get Danny though.

But I am mad furious upset to the point where. The next time I go out in public and  see some rachet ass girls staring at me. Imma go over their and knock her ass out real shit.

I heard a knock at the door. So I answered already knowing who it was. I looked down and let him in.

Its to the point where things are awkward between us. And I'm just ready to end things and go on with my life.

" hey." He says drily. Sitting down on the sofa.

I didn't reply.

I stayed standing because this bitch made nigga was gone be out my house less than five minutes.

" look okay I want to end what ever this is between us and that's just all to it." I stated. Looking down at him.

As he slightly smiled and nodded his head. " why?" He questioned.

I was slightly taken back from his response. Because for one you come up in here and sit down on my sofa like we cool and I tell you I want to end things and you smile and asked the most rhetorical question.

I folded my arms and squinted my eyes at him angrily. Envisioning me grabbing that lap knocking his ass out. And pushing him out off my house and onto my lawn. Its not like I could go to jail... This time... because he's on my property.

" I understand you mad and all but I've been thinking about us and the things you said. I know I messed up but that's probably not my baby" Jamal says shrugging.

" how dare you Jamal you're such a little fucking boy literately... How" I sighed I couldn't even get my words out. " you caused so much shit and then you don't even want to take responsibility for your own actions... I don't want NOTHING to do with you... You can close the door on your way out." I told him. Unfolding my arms and cracking my knuckles as they remained resting on both my sides.

I could tell he was made because he always rubs through his hair and grits his teeth. He hops up from the couch and walks over to me and stands directly in front of me.

" you want to know something T" he asks me.

" as long as you leave after telling me." I stare him in the eyes.

" you got one fake ass sister and one fake ass friend."

I raise an eyebrow as he smirks.

" Alexis and Mia knew before you did, I'll be at Dan's house if you want more info." We. Stare at each other for a moment. I could tell he didn't mean to say that. But I knew he only said that to hurt my feelings