Melanin Beauty

chapter 19

Tiara
Here I was banging on Jamal's door early in the morning. I brought my mace and Vaseline. I would have brought some kool aid but I decided not to cut a bitch.

As soon as the door opened. I maced Jamal. I pushed my way into the house. Not caring that he was being dramatic, well in my eyes, he was bent over rubbing his eyes. Asking me questions that he already knew. Like don't play dumb nigga, you know what I'm here for or at least you should have known that T was going to get yo ass for betraying her and playing with her emotions. Going up the stairs to see if a bitch was here.

I busted the door opened to see KIM in the bed covering herself with his sheets.

" k-ki- kim." I blinked my eyes several times. Before i lost it. I ran over to her grabbing her hair pulling her out of the bed. I punched her multiple times before I felt arms wrap around me.

" get off her T!" Jamal yelled. Trying to pry me from her. But I held on to her hair firmly as I kneed her almost everywhere.

" oh my god you kicked me in my freaking stomach." Kim yelled removing her hands from my hand, which she was trying to free herself from my grip. They then rested on her stomach as she fell side ways on the floor.

Jamal finally broke up the fight by basically throwing me to the other side of the room.

I was extremely pissed the fuck off when jamal ran over to her like super man and catered to her needs.

I rushed over to him now pounding him in his head.

" you bitch as nigga gone fuck my best friend! Huh... You disgusting dirty ass nigga." I continued to curse him out. Trying to reach over to Kim for round 2.

I hit her a couple of more times. Before she burst out crying.

" the fuck is wrong wit'chu'... She pregnant!" Jamal yelled at me as I stood there shocked.

" pregnant by who" I asked with furrowed eyebrows.

I watched as Jamal reached down and picked Kim up. Her swollen purplish reddish eyes were rolling to the back of her head. As he pushed opened the door and ran down stairs.

I didn't know what to do... All these questions swarming in my head like angry bees. By who? How far along? When all this happen? Who came on to who? DID I KILL HER BABY? do he love her? What about me?! Why she didn't tell me? Is it his baby?

My mind went blank as I shook my head. Damn a bitch going to jail.

I felt betrayed not just by Jamal but by Kim my own best friend. Part of me wished that I did kill Kim baby just because I was afraid and didn't want it to be Jamal's. But shit the way he rushed out of here with her. It just might be. And it made me wonder how long they been together behind my back. And answered one of my questions which was, why she didn't tell me... Because she got pregnant by my boyfriend. And wanted to keep it a Secret.

But Now I know... I would of never thought Kim would do something like this to me. We tell each other everything, well at least I thought. I even told her about my obsession for Danny... but I just had to see if she was alright. I needed to get some answers And I had to confront them while I still can.

I opened my car door avoiding Michael ignorant hurtful comments.

Stopping at a red light. I thought back to all those time Jamal didn't answer his phone and blew me off making up excuses on why he couldn't see me or why he couldn't go on a date with me. And I bet it was because he was to busy fucking Kim.

Going to the mall, and then my mind raced back to the time Kim said she was over Jamal's house with her cousin. I knew she was lying. But I didn't think she was "seeing" him.