Melanin Beauty

chapter 28

Tiara
Thinking back I realized that Jill couldn't get mad at me for liking Danny and wanting Danny. I remember at the end of our freshman year I told Jill that I liked him. And she ended up going with him next year.

I squinted my eyes as I realized Kim wasn't the only one that did me wrong hut it was also Jill. Mia was the ... Is the only true friend I have.

I still didn't want Jill to find out at least not now but I know she will eventually because I'm not going to stop loving and caring about Danny no matter what. And I would have him eventually.

But the question was would I care if Jill was to know. I didn't have the answer to that question and she couldn't even get mad about it because it was her that I told first that I had feelings for him. And what does she do... She goes with him and the beginning of sophomore year after I told her at the ending of freshman year.

I was so hyped up that I started to call her and tell her off. Alexis was just being a messy bitch when she said that. I swear she better stay in her lane before she got knocked out.

I laughed stressing myself out over nothing Danny and Alexis wouldnt last anyway because she's not the women for him. He would cheat on Alexis more times than with Jill

But if Danny was with me all that would change. He would be with me all the time I would give him what he needed and wanted.

I started thinking about messing with Malik because malik wouldn't turn down anything dealing with a girl and I could use him to get closer to Danny. But I wouldn't go with him or anything like that because I'm not a how and things could get sour real quick.

I sighed as I sat down on my bed.

Alexis

" where the hell you been!" My mom yelled at me as I entered the house half past 10.

"With Danny.... I don't ask you where you be when you leave." I told her regretting the words that just left my mouth. My thoughts simply flowed through my mouth. And I was still upset about this morning.

My mom closed her eyes for a good ten seconds before looking at me.

" who you think your talking to. I'm not your child I don't have to tell you nothing lil girl. But you ain't gone be in my house doing what ever you want to do... You here me?" She asked me pointing a finger at me.

" yea you may be the mother but you don't act like it... Shoot you act my age and I don't even act like you." Another one of my thoughts flowing out of my mouth. And in all honesty it amazed me how true they were.

" I will not tolerate disrespect from you." She said looking away from me.

" go to your room." She spoke softly as her eyes began to water.

" mo-" I began to apologize but was cut off by another soft but firm demand.

" go to your room Alexis."

My mouth went into a thin line. I didn't want to go to my room... I didn't even want to be here. This house this apartment was depressing we haven't even stayed here for 3 months and it already felt like we been here for years.

I squeezed my keys that remained in my hand.

" I'm going to go see Auntie... " I waited for her reply but she didn't have one

I slowly walked to the door and for some reason I felt as if my mom was going to hit me in the back of the head with a pan so I looked back.

She was now sitting on the couch looking at the floor.