Blinded by love

Chapter 27-Realization

I really don't know how to react to this.There's no doubt in the fact that Kabir is a darling and he sure as hell deserves a girl like Meghna.But,at the same time,I must think about Meghna's choices too.Is she still thinking of Abishek?They never had a break-up,it was only because of me that she had to leave him.So,there is no reason why she might forget him.And Abishek is a thorough gentleman too and they were so madly in love with each other.Its only the double sided love that works out and I'm pretty much sure that Meghna doesn't have any such feelings for Kabir.

I slightly touched Kabir's shoulders and he got up,smiling and waiting to hear the words he has been longing to hear.Meghna,who was now pale and blank,stared at me with a hope of rescue.

"Kabir....",I shook my head,not knowing what to say.He was so full of life and hope and I surly don't have the guts to hurt his feelings.

His smile left his lips and his look wandered from Meghna to me.

"Anything wrong?",he asked.

"Shall we go inside and talk?"

"But...Meghna has not told her answer yet.".His eyes were hopeful,charming and excited and I couldn't help but let my heart melt.

He turned back to her,took her arm in his and meddled with her fingers,"Meghna...There is no one in this mighty world who has made me feel like the way I do now.I love you for who you are and will love you forever.All I need is to just hold your hands to make me forget all the pain and sorrow.You make myself feel free from all the pain and I surly would be there by your side throughout your...."

Meghna tore herself away from his grip and ran inside,wiping her tears as she went,before Kabir could finish telling what he really feels like.Kabir's gaze followed her as she went and I could feel all his hopes drain and vanish.My heart leapt out to this big-brown eyed guy,who is so honestly in love with a girl but unfortunately,luck doesn't favor him.

Blinking away the tears that threatened to flow,I said,"Kabir...I'm sorry about this!But....the truth is,she doesn't look at you the way you see her....".

"But why?Why is it that she doesn't have the same feel?The times we hugged each other in mere delight,the late night calls and texts,the way she supports me and stands by my side....How can it all mean nothing to her?"

"Cause  she has a boyfriend.",I muttered.

I looked up to see him,only to find him staring into blank space with God-knows-what running in his mind.He seemed too shocked to hear this and I'm simply sure that he never expected this answer.

"I never knew that!",he managed to tell after a few minutes.

I led him to the swing and told him everything about Abishek and Meghna.He seemed so shocked and tears flowed down his cheeks endlessly.I couldn't bear to even look at his face.I'm not sure if her cried because she had to tear herself apart from this wonderful guy or because he can't get the same love from Meghna like how Abishek can get. 

"Kabir...Don't cry...Please!",I said,taking his hand in mine and rubbing it.After hours of trying to console him,I gave up and went inside in the hope that time would heal his pain.Kabir is a realistic guy,a person who is sensible enough to understand the reality of life and I'm sure he would be alright soon.With that in mind,I dozed off to sleep.

I woke up early the next morning after a long night of a disturbed sleep.I don't know if it is because of the constant cramps or cause of my worries about Kabir.After wandering inside my room doing all sorts of random stuffs from singing to gazing at the flawless river,I went downstairs,hoping to witness them both happily hugging each other with the same affection and friendship they had.I'm not really ready for any emotional trauma here in this gorgeous place which I've come to love and find peace in for past few months.I can't bear to see this ever-fiesty family of mine face any sorrow or seperation.Nani was eating her breakfast,as casual as she has always been without the least bit of awareness about what has between Meghna and Kabir.