A heart that cannot love (complete)

Prologue

Prologue

There are times that I cannot help but to envy other people...

They can do whatever they want to do without hesitation. Samantalang ako I can't. Not because they won't allow me pero dahil sa sakit na meron ako.

There are times na titatanong ko sya. Why me? Bakit hindi na lang ang iba?

Do I really deserve it?

Or maybe not?

Then that's when I realized how fair life is...

I have a great parents. I have a loving mother, my ever supportive and understanding daddy na kahit kelan hindi ko na feel na hindi nya ako anak. And my possessive and strict yet sweet brothers. A wonderful Grandparents and cousins I can call my friend.

We have money, fame, love, everything na kailangan namin hindi na kailangan pang magdawalang salita dahil ibibigay na nila agad saiyo. Kaya naman siguro to make everything balance heto ako mayroong gantong karamdaman. A heart defect.

I set my mind na hindi na ako magtatagal. Searching for a right heart donor is not easy. Nakakatakot yung pakiramdam na anytime pwede kang mawala. Na naghihintay ka sa wala... Everything in set. Naghihintay na lang ako pero kung kelan naman panatag na ako ay saka naman sya dadating...

Now I am begging to god na kahit konting panahon pa para makasama sya. Kahit dalawang dekada lang okay na ako just to be with him and my family...