Take Me to the Moon

Chapter 18: Ashes' POV

I couldn't help but smile. She really was a miracle right now. "Do you want me to get you anything?" I finally asked after a few minutes.

I watched her hand go to her neck, her necklaces were still in place. I had requested to keep them on her when she was first brought in, then her sisters demanded it. "No, but can you tell me what you said?" She asked softly.

"I asked you not to leave me and told you that I love you." I told her softly before the doctor left to do whatever and gave us all some time alone with her.

It took me a few minutes to realize that Needlz was still standing in the corner with his hands in his trench coat. Man, he'd been just as stressed as Becca and me. "I'm sorry." He said once all of us had been quiet for a long time.

"What?" Amanda asked as she tried sitting up. I helped move the bed so she would be more comfortable while she was awake.

"I'm sorry." He said again.

"For what? Trying to save me?" She asked, obviously confused.

"I didn't though. I let you fall and you almost died."

Amanda gave a small chuckle. "Needlz, I was 200 pounds of dead weight, not even a heavy weight champion could have stopped me from falling."

"But, you..."

"Come here." She said stubbornly and he had actually listened. I moved out of the way, though I stayed close as if she was going to disappear into thin air. "Don't you blame yourself. I'm in here because I chose to be on that ledge. I chose to follow Timmy. You just tried to help me off."

"Should've been able to save you." Needlz repeated.

"C'mon, Needlz, we all know you did your best. All that matters is that she's alive and we are all okay." Frankie said calmly.

"Yeah.." He said simply.

"Hey..stop being all doom and gloom or I swear I'll make you squeal. My hands are colder than normal." Amanda said with a laugh.

"You wouldn't.." Needlz told her, attempting to be serious. It was too obvious Amanda was just enjoying being awake and so were we. Her waking up was truly prayers answered.

"So, when you guys going on tour? If I still get to be your live-on nurse I need to know." She said with a grin.

"August 15." Davey told her.

"Nurse Mana!" Timmy's voice rang out. "Nurse Mana you're awake." He said while running into the room and trying to get up on the bed.

"Careful, Timmy, I don't want you hurting yourself." I reluctantly helped the boy up like I did every night. I knew I shouldn't blame the boy, but I couldn't help it. If he hadn't been on that ledge, we all wouldn't be sitting here right now.