Take Me to the Moon

Chapter 19: Amanda's POV

"Timmy! You're okay!" I said happily. I couldn't believe my boy was alright. "You scared me.." I whispered.

"I'm sorry, Nurse Mana, I just thought that you didn't want me anymore because you went home with Ashes." He said with an adorable little pout.

"Hunny..why are you calling me by name?" I asked softly before Timmy was taken out of my arms and out to the hall.

"Do you know who that was?" Becca asked.

"Yes, my son. And I must be engaged because of this beautiful ring." I said with a smile.

"Mandabear, we haven't been together for that long. I mean..I'd love to at some point but its too early still..." Ashes said as he fidgeted a little.

"So, Timmy is my ex's?" I asked, a little confused.

"No...you don't have a kid yet, hunny." Becca tried to explained; it was painfully clear that I ha worried her.

"Well then why was he in here? My only nephews live in Pennsylvania." I told her.

"He's a patient here."

"How do you know that? I wouldn't risk losing my job." I shot back.

"He told us." Becca said, being her normal bling self but I could also tell she was trying to be nice about it.

"You're lying. You're just upset that I haven't been home so you're making up these stupid lies." I cried out.

"No, Mandabear, she's telling you the truth." Ashes said. I just nodded, not having much of the energy to continue fighting with them. It wasn't until I was getting ready to go home almost two weeks later.

I was going through the motions, trying to return to normal as soon as possible. We ate, drank, and just hung out at a bar and grill. I stayed close to Becca and Kayla, finding normalcy in them. How could I remember so much and yet forget just as much. "You remember which room is your's right?" Davey asked.

"Of course." I said softly, walking into what had become my own room and changed into my PJ's. My favorite color of purple silk, making my hair look blonder. Running the brush through my hair, I saw Ashes walk through the door. "Hey.." I said softly.

"Hey.." He responded as he stayed by the door. "Would it be okay if I stayed with you like I usually do?"

I knew my eyes must have gone wide. I was worried, I couldn't remember actually sleeping next to him. "I-I-"

"It's fine." He said with a weak smile. "I'll be on the couch.."

"I'm sorry.." I whispered before watching him walk out. It was like my body could remember more than my mind, and right now half if me just wanted to run out there and be assured that he wasn't going to leave. Laying down in my bed, I moved everything so it was like I was cuddling with something, but it wasn't good enough.