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40's!Bucky x Reader - Seasons (Marvel)

(Written December 2015)

We met on a day in Spring,
By the lake in May.
I was a chatterbox back then,
I had a lot of things to say.

He cast his charm upon my heart,
His spell upon my life.
And he always promised me,
That he would make me his wife.

We fell in love one Summer,
Under the apple tree.
He said those 3 words,
He said that he loved me.

I returned the words immediately,
Told him that I felt the same.
Our love was true,
Not a stupid game.

We kissed that Autumn,
As Brooklyn got colder.
I looked very young,
But my my soul was much older.

As the leaves fell from their branches,
I fell deeper in love.
He was my saviour,
My angel from above.

We married in Winter,
The winter before he went to war.
We were happy already,
But we both wanted more.

Little Bucky's and y/n's,
To run around the place.
But we had limited time before he went away,
It was our own little race.

My stomach got larger in Spring,
And life had never been better.
Until one horrid day.
The day he got the letter.

It was his call away,
Away from me and the baby.
He told me he would come back,
He didn't even say 'maybe'

He left me in Summer,
2 years after our day by the tree.
He left me with Steve,
England was where he needed to be.

I wrote to him every week.
About my stomach getting bigger.
I didn't tell him about Steve,
Who couldn't get down the street without a snigger.

I got his first letter in Autumn,
Telling me about army life.
He told me he wasn't the only 26 year old,
With a pregnant wife.

I went shopping alone for baby things,
While wishing he was there.
To help me out and love me,
To kiss and play with my hair.

Baby Stevie was born in Winter,
On a day thick with snow.
Straight away I wrote Bucky a letter,
I couldn't wait for him to know.

He replied straight away,
The letter stained with happy tears.
He said that he got a bottle of whisky,
Given to him by his peers.

Steve left in Spring,
To help them win the fight.
But with my two boys gone.
I was left without a light.

Life in Brooklyn continued as normal,
But every night I dreamt that they died.
When Bucky asked how I was,
I always lied.

The letters stopped in Summer,
I wrote and wrote but there came no reply.
Nothing. Nada. No ting at all,
Not even a formal reason why.

I was alone at home,
With no one to love me.
Long days looking after the baby left me tired.
I hope that God heard my plea.

Bucky left me alone in this world in Autumn.
When he fell from a train into the abyss below.
The army sent Steve to tell me.
To tell me what I didn't want to know.

I fell into sadness and with him into the abyss.
I fell into deep despair.
I was never going to see his happy sapphire eyes,
Or touch his silky, chocolate hair.

Things got worse in Winter,
When Steve plummeted into the ice.
I suffered more heartbreak.
My heart died twice.

They had a joint funeral and all of America was there.
Crying for their soldier, for their lad.
I laid down a wreath of honour with Stevie,
Who, thanks to the war, had lost his dad.

Things got brighter in Spring,
When the plants started to grow.
I took my boy to the park,
Where the rivers continued to flow.

I remembered how he cast his charm upon my heart,
His spell upon my life.
And how he always promised me,
That he would make me his wife.

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A/n
Sorry if this was crap.
I have been suffering from a bad ear infection and I needed to take my mind of the pain so this is it.
Also I have written an entry for marvels_agents100 contest, it's called Bucky Boy. So check it out (if you want).

Also I watched CATWS today and I sobbed and my mum just gave me a WTF look.

And you know when you have watched the movie too many times when you can tell the difference between Sebastian and his stunt double in the fight scenes.

I'll stop rambling.
~Hope

(^and the picture is from the Broadway show Picnic that Seb was in, that was performed in 2013)