drowning|shawn mendes

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shawn mendes;

for the past days I was trying to comprehend the complicated thoughts my mind was processing.

did vanessa really love me like she tells or make up lies to keep whatever she wanted from me?

it hit me hard as I examined the last choice very closely, pulling in memories when she came crawling back to me.

she started chatting with me as i was in the middle of the taylor swift tour. three years ago, she didn't want to be known as 'kiddy mendes's girlfriend.' she claims that i wasn't cool or popular enough for her liking. also, that this guy was a better kisser than me. that hurt not only because she cheated on me, but because she was my first love who thought i wasn't enough.

more memories explained to me that she only wanted me for fame, nothing more. not my love or attention, but the media's.

sighing, i grabbed my keys off the coffee table and placed on my jacket. exiting the house, i entered the freezing transportation that soon changed to a sauna.

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to past the time, i turned on the radio only to hear gossip about me. "shawn mendes was recently spotted at a nearby pizzeria in his hometown pickering, ontario with a mystery lady. and let me tell you she was one confident chick." the host laughed stretching out the vowels in confident.

already fed up, i turned off the radio, continuing to drive to vanessa's. driving to vanessa to stop her from the wicked idea she had plan, then go to nina's where i can at least give a proper apology even if she won't accept it.

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HIII! So the chapters leading up to Christmas starts........NOW!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

I love you💕- ( a very perky ) shaira