Demi's P.O.V
I stroked Sabrina's hair as she laid on her bed looking lifeless. She was in a deep sleep. The doctor that came over told me it's better for her to relax and get some sleep, it'll help her out when she wakes up.
We never got to go on the Ellen. She was okay with it though, she understood how bad it was and said we can come another time.
Luckily she had other guests.
I got up from Sabrina's room and walked downstairs. I made myself a cup of coffee and turned on the TV in the lounge. I put on the ID to pass time.
I admit I was bored without Sabrina. She has on and off asleep for two days. Not very natural but the doctor said it was okay. She is actually meant to wake up some point during today.
I just hope it's in the minute
Instead, it seemed like hours when I heard shuffling and banging upstairs. I knew that Sabrina was awake so I ran upstairs just in case she needed my help. I walked into her room to find her laying on the floor.
I looked at her with confusion when I approached her, but she just looked and smiled at me.
"Hi." Her angelic voice said.
"Hey, baby girl." I smiled, "How are you feeling?" I asked.
"I have a slight headache but apart from that I'm good." She put her thumbs up.
"I'll go and get you some paracetamols and a glass of water. Why don't you lay on your bed rather on the floor?" I asked.
She chuckled before making her way to her bed.
"Did you see Ellen?" She asked just before I headed out of her room.
"No, what happened with you was bad. I had to take you home. She said we can come on anytime when you feel better." I smiled.
"I'm sorry." She frowned.
"For what sweetie?" I raised an eyebrow.
"For ruining your day. I made you miss out on being on the Ellen show and got myself into a state that you had to take care of which you probably had other important things to do that day." She looked down.
"Sweetie, you didn't ruin my day or anything. You are my main priority. I care about you and if you got yourself into a state, of course, I'm going to take care of it whether or not I have something important that day. You come before a lot of things." I stated.
She nodded and fiddled with her fingers, she quickly put a hand to her forehead and winced. The realisation came to me that I was supposed to get her some paracetamols and a glass of water.
I rushed downstairs and grabbed the items. Once I did I rushed back upstairs and handed her the tablet and the glass of water. She quickly took them both and handed me the glass before saying thank you.
I put the glass down on the cabinet beside the bed and sat down next to Sabrina. I stroked her hair and felt her head, it was quite hot.
I kissed her forehead as she laid her head on my shoulder.
Sabrina's P.O.V
I couldn't feel my body, I couldn't even move a muscle. I didn't understand what was happening or why was this happening but the previous day came back to me. Just before I blacked out. I didn't know it would turn out that way. Neither did I know that I'll have my first big anxiety attack.
I just hope that Demi is okay and not worrying too much about me. I don't even know if we went on the Ellen show or not. I really cannot remember that.
After what seemed like a very long time my eyes started to slowly open. I looked up towards the ceiling but had to blink a couple of times due to the luminous light coming in from the window.
I tried once more to move my arms and legs and this time I managed to. I slowly but gently got up and sat in a sitting position.
When I attempted to stand up, I fell onto my ass on the floor. Since I wasn't in pain beforehand or anything I just chuckled to myself. I heard footsteps rushing to my room, Demi appeared at the door. Her face was full of confusion as she looked at me. I just looked up and smiled at her.
"Hi," I said.
"Hey, baby girl." She smiled at me. "How are you feeling?" She asked.
"I have a slight headache but apart from that I'm good." I put my thumbs up.
"I'll go and get you some paracetamols and a glass of water. Why don't you lay on your bed rather on the floor?" She asked.
I chuckled as I was still laid on the floor. I got up and made my way to my bed.
"Did you see Ellen?" I asked quickly before Demi was about to head out of my room.
"No, what happened with you was bad. I had to take you home. She said we can come on anytime when you feel better." She smiled.
"I'm sorry." I frowned.
"For what sweetie?" She raised an eyebrow at me.
"For ruining your day. I made you miss out on being on the Ellen show and got myself into a state that you had to take care of which you probably had other important things to do that day. You come before a lot of things." I look down and fiddled with my fingers.
"Sweetie, you didn't ruin my day or anything. You are my main priority. I care about you and if you got yourself into a state, of course, I'm going to take care of it whether or not I have something important that day." She said.
I nodded as I didn't want to go on about it anymore and carried on fiddling with my fingers. I felt a pain shot through my head which caused me to wince. I quickly put a hand to my forehead and felt the hotness of it.
I think Demi realised that she was supposed to go and get the paracetamols and the glass of water because she rushed down the stairs in a matter of seconds.
She rushed back up and handed me the items. I quickly shot the tablet down my throat and the water before handing the glass back to Demi and saying thank you.
She placed the glass on the cabinet and came and sat next to me. She gently stroked my hair then felt my forehead. She sighed and kissed my forehead as I placed my head on her shoulder.
"I love you, sweetie." She said.
I smiled widely and closed my eyes. I didn't necessarily want to say it back due to being too attached and then losing her as what happened to my family.
I guess you could say I'm very scared. I do like the feeling when you are loved and cared for so much but it just frightens me due to my experience of losing the people I love.
