It started to rain an hour ago.. It's been 8 hours and I changed buses.. Apparantly I'm going to Newyork.. It's a long ride to go.. I don't know how this problem escalated but I kept rewinding to find what I did wrong but there was nothing.. They kept yelling and charging at me.. They should have dealt better with this problem but they didn't.. I don't even know why they're mad at me.. I just didn't want to tell them about Dylan.
We finaly arrived and I didn't actually know where to go.. There's no one I know in the big city so I headed to a small caffé..
"I can't believe my eyes." I heard a familiar voice say. "Hillary Williams in the big city"
"What do you want Tobias?" I said coldly.
"No hug for me?" He fake sulked. "I heard you ran away from home."
"Really.. Who told you?" Still talking with a cold tone.
"Thomas.. He says you ran away and your family is looking for you like crazy.. They even called the police."
"Is that right?" I said sarcastically.
"Aren't you home sick?" He said jockingly.
"F**k off Tobias"
"Well not until you tell me what happened."
"Ask your stupid brother, I bet he knows"
"Well he doesn't.. I already asked. Now tell me or else I'll call your parents"
What a son of a bitch.. Blackmailing me into telling him.. But I did tell him.. I didn't want to go back. I started talking about Dylan.. His eyes darkened when I said that we slept together. When I finished talking he said "It's stupid.. The whole thing. You're abandoning your family for a stupid thing. Oh the cops are here" He looked at the officer and pointed at me.
"When did you call them?"
"When I saw you."
"I hate you.. I so freaking hate you.. I wish you'd drop dead and go to hell."
"Feeling mutual" He said with a stupid smirk on his ugly face.
I was sent back home on a plane.. He had to see me.. I can't stand that guy, What was he even doing in Newyork. I arrived to the airport and put the coldest expression on my face when I saw my parents.. My mom ran to me and started crying and kissing my hair.. I was mad.. I wanted her to be mad and I didn't want to see any of them. I gently made her step away from me and walked past dad to the car.
"Hillary.. You can't keep running away.. We're sorry for making your life hell, but you should understand that you made us act that way. You hid the truth from us so we thought the worse thing.. You didn't clear it out instead you ran to your friend so we grounded you for making us worry like that and then you call Amanda a whore.. Then you push your sister and you go to Newyork.. What were you thinking? You almost gave us a heart attack."
"Uh-huh" I said.
"Honey come on.. Stop acting this way. We forgive you" They're blaming me for everything?..
"Forgive me? You forgive me? I didn't tell you the truth because I knew how'd you act.. You didn't even consider my feelings.. You told Jade to extract what happened from me thus completely ruining my trust in you mom then dad comes in and starts making conclusions so of course I go to some place safe to analyze things.. Then Zack calls me a stupid whore and it's my fault? Hell no.. Also Riley launched at me and started tickling me and wouldn't get off of me knowing that I'm mad at her so I made her move. And after all that you come and start yelling at me so I leave to Newyork to find stupid peace but Tobias was there so no peace for me! AND YOU SAY YOU FORGIVE ME? It's all your fault that I can't trust anyone of you.." I finished breathing hard oppressing my stupid tears..
"I'm.. We're sorry Hillary.. We only meant to.." Mom started crying and I blinked away my tears.. I know I hurt them but what could I do?
"I didn't mean to make you cry mom. I appologize.. I'm sorry.. Stop crying please" I changed my cold tone to a gentle one.
"Oh Hillary" Dad said "I didn't know you feel that way. I'm sorry." I nodded. He sounded sincere but I'm still mad at him.. At everyone except for Steve.
We arrived home and thankfully there was no one.. I went to my bedroom and took a shower because I stink.
"You take too much time showering" Steven said.. He was sitting on Meg's bed with Emma in his hand sucking her bottle.
"Hey Stevey" I gave him a cheeky smile.
"So mom and dad made this rule that no one can annoy you so they all went out to give you some space except for me.. I really want to annoy you" He said. "So what'd you do without me?"
"Oh nothing" I said taking Emma "Climbed a bus then changed buses then went to a café in Newyork were I couldn't have peace because Tobias Smith was there he made me tell him what happened or he'd call the police but he already made the call so I'm back here" That was everything really.
"Glad you're back.. I missed you. Emma missed you. Oh Chad bulged into the house and started yelling at dad for turning your life a living hell after Riley informed him that you ran away. Good friend you got, Oh and Megan thought he's in love with you and hoped you'd never come back but then he kissed her and left.. It was hillarious"
"Good to know I have someone to count on" I said with a sigh looking at Emma's innocent face she really looks like Steven.
"Don't be like this.. You've got many people to count on" I snorted at his comment. "You do!" He said "At least me?"
"You can barely take care of yourself.. I can't count on you to take care of me plus Emma is counting on you."
"What about the others? Are you seriously that mad? We're siblings it's our sacred job to fight."
"Yeah but the fights has limits.. I can't trust anyone anymore. You can't understand." He pressed his lips until they were a line.
"They'll gain your trust back.. I'm sure they will."
