To be alone with you

Chapter 19

** one month later **

Calum pov

Every since stel and Lou broke up she has not talked to anyone and she calls me sometimes just to complain about lou not loving her and i wish she would realize that i love her. But instead shes caught up on him the one who cheated on her. Today me and all the boys are going to try and get her to come to a band practice because i wrote a song for her and i want her to hear.

Stel pov

This morning i woke up sad like always and got up putting on my sweats and a oversized hoodie to cover my arms and my hair in a bun before walking out my room down stairs and i realized the living room was filled with the guys and Ash then screamed STEL i just waved grabbing a water and starting back up the stairs only to have michael run over to me grabbing me picking me up and i squirmed saying put me down but only to have michael say no your coming to our band practice today we have something to show you we wrote a new song and we want you to hear. i just mumbled okay as he sit me down on the sofa. Cal then said i guess we should go to michaels then all our instruments are there.

When we finally got to michaels the guys sit me down infront of them and going to their instruments Cal then saying Stel this song is for it's called heartbreak girl

( i put heartbreak girl at the top to so if you wannna listen while reading it idk im lame )

You call me up,

It's like a broken record

Say that your heart hurts

That you never get over him getting over you,

And you end up crying

And I end up lying,

'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do,

And when the phone call finally ends,

You say, "Thanks for being a friend,"

And we're going in circles again and again

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.

Hold you tight straight through the day light,

I'm right here. When you gonna realize

That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out

You could be with me now

But I end up telling you what you wanna hear,

But you're not ready and it's so frustrating

He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair.

And when the phone call finally ends

You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10,"

And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again,

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.

Hold you tight straight through the day light,

I'm right here. When you gonna realize

That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

I know someday it's gonna happen

And you'll finally forget the day you met him

Sometimes you're so close to your confession,

I gotta get it through your head

That you belong with me instead,

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.

Hold you tight straight through the day light,

I'm right here. When you gonna realize

That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.

Hold you tight straight through the day light,

I'm right here. When you gonna realize

That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

After the song ended i just sit there clapping and the boys ran over to saying did you like do you love it? i smiled for the first time in forever saying i love it Cal then hugged me saying i wrote it just for you i looked up him saying really ? he nodded his head yes as pulling away the rest of the boys then said how about we get pizza ? i just shook my head no saying no thanks i'm fine really ash then said stel atleast come with us i just said okay but i'm not eating.

When i finally got home after pizza all the boys decided to stay over at ours so i just went up to my room and they went to ashs. as i sit in my room and i heard screaming and yelling i then tiptoed down the hall listening to the boys conversation and i heard cal say something about a girl named Diana and something about a date and i felt like my heart shattered into pieces i then heard movement like they were walking to the door so i ran quietly back down to my room shutting the door but i knew i got caught when my phone off and it was a text from ash.

Ash: i guess you heard didn't you ?

Me: i have no clue what you are talking about i haven't left my room

Ash: lies lies i know you were eavesdropping stel i seen your shadow outside my door ..

Me: okay i was so umm whos diana ?

Ash: just a girl that cal likes and there going on a date

Me; oh okay i'm going to just go to sleep ash

Ash: Stel please don't hurt yourself

Me; ash stop

I then threw my phone down burying my face into my pillow only to have someone knock on my door and i mumbled come in and i looked up to see Cal standing there and he then made his way over to my bed laying down beside me saying stella what's wrong ? i then mumbled nothing into his shoulder where my face was currently buried and he said are you sure cause you're crying love i just nodded my head saying i'm sure just sad. He then pulled me tighter saying stel i know you're not okay i just wish you would let me back in i then just pulled away still crying and said me let you back in more like you isolated me first okay he then said i know stel but there's no use for all of this? I then got up screaming ALL OF THIS CAL I'M LITERALLY BROKEN ! he then said stel calm down no reason to scream i just said no reason i'm upset i freaking love you damn it but your going out with whoever the fuck diana is you know that hurts but i can't say a word i did the same thing to you he then said stel you love me ? i said that's the only way i can explain how i feel towards you. He then said i don't know what to say as he got up walking out my room i then stood up walking over watching him walk down the hall realizing he didnt love me back that's what that truly means i'm really alone.

a/n

this is about to get sadder than it already is and i want to warn you next chapter is kinda descriptive i guess so im sorry  for next chapter i cried but im a emotional person and cry over everything but thats just me so guys comment , vote maybe even reccomend to a friend 

all the love - ash