To be alone with you

chapter 18

I woke up the next morning with my face buried into cals bare chest and him sleeping peacefully beside me and a small smile spread across my face and i checked my phone having tons of messages from Lou considering we were still technically together.

King Lou : stella i went by your house you weren't there where are you

King Lou : stel

King Lou : please answer me

King Lou : ash said you're with cal and that you know about what happened

Me: i seen you with her lou i didn't believe cal when he told me to only find out he was telling the truth

King Lou : can we met up and talk please

Me: sure where .

King Lou: My place

Me: i will be there at 12

After my talk with Lou i put my phone down looking over at Cal who was fast asleep i then unwrapped cal's arms from around me quietly getting out of bed only to have him wrap them back around me and him sleepily mumble where are you going i said home don't worry okay he said no stay i will take you home he looked over at his clock saying it's only 10 in the morning i then said umm cal i told lou i would met him at 12 to talk so can you take me by there instead he then sit up saying why are you going there stel why i just we are only talking and i'm breaking up with him and i need you to take me cal he then give in seeing okay please promise afterwards we will talk about it i nodded my head yes before standing up putting my hand out and cal grabbed it and i said now let's get breakfast cali he laughed saying cali what i just said it's a cute nickname he said okay pulling me into a hug.

After breakfast Cal dropped me off outside of Louis's and he waited outside the whole time and when i walked up the stairs knocking on the door i was shaking the whole time I knocked on the door saying Lou it's me ? He then said come in i'm just in the shower just sit on the sofa i didn't say anything and sit and waited and that's when Lou came out in just a pair of boxers and i couldn't focus on anything but his toned tan chest and i then said umm Lou we need to talk were not working if you going to be with another girl you know i love you honestly and he said listen stel i didn't mean to hurt you it just happened I just said how many times did you sleep with her lou ? How long? he then said Stel i don't think you honestly want to know that do you ? i sit there silently before picking up the courage to say were done Louis okay like over no more he then said please give me atleast another chance i care about you i looked him straight in the face tears streaming down my face and said there's no way i can go on with this anymore the lies lou all you do is lie to me i know why you were fighting that night because of me cause he knew all along didn't he and you probably told him not to tell me right ? he then said damn it stel everyone knew but you including iris cal told everyone and no one choose to tell you that's when i just sit in the floor and cried not wanting to say anything and that's when lou said stel if we really are done i want you to know when i said i love you i meant it when i held you in my arms is was the best thing ever i promise. I then said i loved you to lou but it's heartbreaking to know that the same day that i slept with you and let you take my virginity you were with another girl not even a couple hours before that to know now that when you were telling me you loved me that i'm probably not the only one you said it and in all honesty lou you make me feel like i'm nothing he then said i'm so sorry stel honestly i didn't mean to hurt you i then stood up saying lou all these i didn't mean to and i'm sorry isn't helping any at your not genuinely sorry you're just sorry cause you got caught. I then left before he could say another word walking out the front door where cal waited for me but honestly i didn't want to be with anyone i wanted to be alone.