To be alone with you

Chapter 12

*** 2 WEEKS LATER ! ***

Calum pov

I sit at the crowded lunch table with all the guys and in the process of just 2 weeks Stella got with Louis , Luke with Iris , Michael is with some underclassman whose name i don't even know she don't speak a word ever and finally Ash is started talking to his ex Bryana again and then there's just me alone the guys sit with their girlfriend i guess Stella don't even sit with us anymore she sits with Louis and his friends. I haven't properly even talked to Stella since the night of her date with Louis. I've been skipping band practice lately to cause seeing Ash reminds me of stella i have more than friend feelings toward stella she makes me feel whole and okay. I don't want to be just a friend i want hers to be mine i don't want to sit back and watch her be with another guy. But me not going to practice don't mean that i have given up on the band i still write songs but none that are any good.

Stella pov

Me and Louis have been together for a couple weeks we have been going great but everyone else has become more distant i haven't actually seen Cal in forever i miss him we haven't been on a walk since the day before my date with Louis i still sleep in his sweatshirt he give me he knows more about than anyone well besides ash but not even ash knows the things i told Cal he was the first honest and real friend i made here and i have been ignoring him. So that's when i decide i was going to take action and text him ..

Me: Cal do you want to go on a walk tonight maybe we haven't been in awhile i miss our walks and i miss you ...

after i sent the message i sit and waited no response or anything he read the message didn't reply and i took that as he didn't care anymore so i got up walking down the hall towards Ash room knocking before walking in and he sit up in his bed pulling his headphones as i sit on the edge of his bed saying Ash can we talk like about cal hes not been around do you know why he just shurrged his shoulders saying maybe he didnt want to be around a bunch of couples i mean we all have coupled up and hes alone i just said oh yea while looking down at ground at my shoes and Ash then said why do you care so much anyways stel ? i just said hes my friend to Ash i'm allowed to care about him arent i ? he said yea you are but you look like you care more than just a friend you walk around the house in his sweatshirt all the time and you stay in your all day besides school and at school you're with Louis and you seem happy with him well at least you act that way but i don't know stel you just don't seem like you genuinely like Louis you're just with him to be with him and that's when i lost it screaming REALLY ASH ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME he just said stella calm down i didn't mean to upset you i just rolled my eyes saying didn't mean to upset me ash you pissed me off saying that i don't really like being with Louis you don't know that how would you your so stuck up bryana ass the one you never see remember the one who left you for months being with god knows how many guys but you still go back to her don't you yes you do he then said Stel first of all both times it was a mutual agreement for us breaking up and i really like her okay we been on and off a year you have known Louis maybe a month so don't even and i was done then i got up stomping out the room slamming the door while tears streamed down my face i practically ran down the hall to the my room where lauren laid on her bed on her phone i went straight to mine burying my face in my pillow screaming. I then stoped screaming when i felt a hand on my back to look up seeing Lauren sitting there with a frown on her face as she said Stel are you okay i heard you and Ash fighting i then wiped away my tears and said i'm fine just a little frustrated thats all she then smiled saying lets go get lunch just me and you would you like that ? i smiled saying i would love that lauren before sitting up pulling her into a hug.