To be alone with you

Chapter 21

calums pov

We all slept in the waiting except for me i couldn't sleep i just wanted to be the first to know any news about stella i need her to be alive.

Thats when at nearly 3 am the next morning a tall man with white hair and a beard walked in saying umm the family of stella daniels ? I said umm that's us let me just wake up her mom he said okay i'm doctor jensen i said okay as i rushed waking everyone up.

When everyone was finally awake he stood in front of all of saying i'm sorry to inform you but Stella is in a coma she lost a extreme amount of blood and we really aren't sure if she will wake up anytime soon i then felt like my heart dropped to the ground and i couldn't believe this is happening i wanted to scream and cry and i couldn't take it i left the waiting room running out the front doors of the hospital and falling down to the ground beginning to cry. I sit there crying until i couldn't cry no more and then pulled myself together walking back into the waiting room and sitting down by myself trying not to break down in tears again.

Ashtons pov

Today we found out that stel is in a coma and there's no certainty that she will wake up but they did tell us that we would be allowed to visit her by the end of today. But also the 4 of us have a meeting with our management they say it's important.

Later that day at the meeting we sit in a quiet room waiting for our manager to come in when he walked in he had a smile on his face that immediately dropped when he seen four frowning boys sitting in his office he then said so guys i have some good news for you you four have been offered to open up for hot chelle rae we all just sit there in shock not knowing what to say he then smiled saying i will give you guys a couple days to think and tell your family but i will need to know by a week from today we all nodded our heads thanking him for having us before walking out.

When we got back to the hospital none of us had still said one thing about going on tour we were to concerned on seeing stella which would be a while considering only 3 people can go back at a time and at the moment my mom , aunt elizabeth and Iris were back there so us four boys just sit in silence until Luke then said i don't think we should go that's when Calum said yea me either i don't think we should leave stel. I said honestly guys she would want us to go not sit here this is our dream remember? Michael then said yes i know but i don't want to miss her waking up. Iris then come walking down the hall crying and luke immediately ran to her she then she collapsed in his arms crying even harder. When she finally calmed down she then said i don't think she's going to make it guys she's so pale and thin i can't lose my best friend guys i really can't i then said Iris she's a fighter you're not going to lose her stop talking like that. She then just buried her face into luke.

Calums pov

when i was finally able to go visit stel it was late and it was just me in there she laid there so peaceful i sit there with her hand in mine and i began to talk sayin stel i hope you can here me on all the movies they show they can hear when they're in a coma so i'm praying you can here because fuck i love you and we got offered to open up for hot chelle rae how amazing is that. But i want to be here when you wake up so i don't want to go. I love you stel so much just don't want you to die. I then grabbed her hand kissing it before walking out the door crying.

Ashtons pov

I walked into the room to see Stel laid there peacefully sleeping i guess it's just so hard knowing that she might not wake up and it hurts a lot knowing something could have been done to prevent all of this i could of come home sooner i could have gotten her help i knew she wasn't okay but i didn't do anything about it i'm a idiot my own cousin could die but on the other hand there's a tour i have decided if i'm going to go on or not i feel like we should do it but at the same time i don't know looking at stel pretty much lifeless body lying in the bed hooked up to machines and monitors just to live and stay alive and i can't do it i can't leave her to wake up to us gone. That's when i felt a arm around my shoulder and i looked up to see Luke standing there saying Ash come on visiting hours are over soon you can't stay we need to go home at least shower get some sleep i just mumbled okay as i kissed her on the forehead walking out the room back out into the crowded waiting room filled with my friends and family and i think stel did this because she thought that no one loved her and here now the waiting room is full of people who care about her more than anything.

Iris pov

I sit there staring at the floor thinking could things get any worse Stels in the hospital ,The boys are going on tour most likely and I am going to be all by myself except for Lou. That's when i was snapped out of my thoughts by Luke saying babe are you okay you haven't said a word since we got here i just mumbled i'm fine luke just thinking about everything. He then said if it's about tour we won't go if you don't want us to plus i don't think any of us actually want to go because of stel i then said while grabbing Luke's hand Lukey go please just go live your dream this is what you four have been waiting for okay i will be fine you will be fine and stel will wake up eventually i promise.

a/n

i thought the song i put on this chapter was apporiate for this chapter honestly i think i will put a song each chapter for now own  if thats okay with you guys 

all the love - ash