Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 6- Lossed Virgin

Laya

I decided to let him take my virginity,but only when I'm ready,mentally. I'm just kind of scared. Not about the pregnancy possibly about the pain. Unexpected pain is kind of easier to handle to me, when I know it's coming I try and brace myself it just doesn't work.

I walk to the bathroom and brush my teeth,since I didn't this morning."Laya!" I hear my mama calling from my room. "What?" I yell back. She doesn't say anything. "Come here right now." She yells. "Uh!" I scoff. I get up the walk to her room lazily. "What." I say. "Go make this run for me." She says getting something out her purse. She laying there next to a man.he looks me up and down then licks his lips. "Fuck you lookin at?" I say with an attitude. My mama gets out the bed with money in her hand. She smacks me damn near to the grown. "Stop disrespecting mothefuckas because you ugly,you ain't get no genes from me,you just piss me off,uuh! Go to this place and get my shit bitch!" She goes off. "Why the fuck you talkin to me like you fuckin crazy! You the only bitch around here gotdammit! You the only ugly bitch here! You piss me off too,you ain't the only irritated muthafucka in the house!" I yell. I don't usually go off,that's because I ain't take my medicine today. Shit I think I fucked up a Lil bit. "Bitch is you crazy? You got one time to say or do sum slick shit,then yo ass it out! Now go get my shit!" She goes off in my face. I calmly pick the money up then walk out the house. I ain't gon say shit to her because I don't feel like doing this with her, I'ma just chill.

I'm on my way to the address she gave to me on the paper. I'm about a block away. She just want some weed and shit. She gave me 100 dollars. That's how I know she using the money my daddy gave her for bad,because the bitch don't have a job.

I knock on the door. It's clearly a trap house. I ain't wearing anything too fancy,just a hoodie some jeans and some nike flip flops. I knock on the door one more time block people style. Niggas don't respond to white people knocks. The door finally opens. "Cindy Brooks,I'm here to buy her shit." I say not really caring. The man had on all black clothing with a hat. He look mean as fuck. "Step inside." He says opening the door farther. Its not bad for a trap house. "Sit right here I'll be back with the product." He says wit a extra deep voice. Nigga sound like mufasa and shit.

He come back from where he was with a big bag a weed. This bitch stay high like damn,never fucking sober man I swear. I give him the money. I get up and start to walk out. "Wait." He says. I turn around. "Yea." I say."who are you to her?" He says. I ain't really trynna piss a trap nigga off so I guess I can give a Lil information. "I'm her sister." I lie. I know that was a lie,but hey I'm tryna see where this gets me. "Wow." He says. "You can go." He says. Thank God.

"Ma here's your shit." I say throwing it to her. "Don't throw shit at me girl, oweee I can't wait till you move out, if somebody ever even likes you enough to move with them,or if you smart enough to go to college." She says laughing to herself light a blunt. "You ain't shit,so I have no choice but to be something, don't be mad because my fine ass daddy left you. If I don't look like you, that means I look like my daddy,because I'm cute as fuck I don't give a fuck what my never sober ass mama say." I say then walk out. The bitch better not follow me neither.

I start to call Marco. "Yea,I've decided on my decision. I will lose it to you,but under one condition." I say. "Thank you so much, I ain't never had virgin pussy." He says extra geeked. I laugh a little. "But what is it?" He asks. "You have to wear a condom and you have to do what I say right when I say it and follow my orders." I say. I know that kind of crushed him, because Marco is an in control type of person, he will lose his mind of someone's in control and he doesn't like what their doing, he'll go fucking crazy. "Well I guess,since it's your first time,I'll let it slide." He says. I kinda smile,he just makes my day so much. "Well when you trynna do it?" He asks. Maybe I will do it like sometime this weekend, it might kind of help with stress too. I really wanna try it but I'm scared. Shit crazy as fuck. "Laya?" He says breaking my thoughts. "Huh? Oh um yea at your house this weekend." I say sure of my answer. Shit,I ain't trynna be no hoe,this is only one dude,one time. "Aight so you want me to pick you up?" He asks. "He's of course,what day is it?" I ask. "Wednesday babe." He says. I start giggling. He so cute. "Aight bye baby boy I just wanted to tell you that." I say. He laughs a little. "Bye." He says. I kinda feel likes weight lifted off my shoulders. Not to be hoe-ish or anything but I actually can't wait till this is over with.

Well it's dark outside, I literally just finished my essay, about the maya Angelou thing. I enjoyed writing it, I Learned about some things that I never knew which was interesting. I'm Finna get this A my nigga I'm excited as fuck.

My phone starts ringing. It's my auntie. "Hello?" I say. "Hello? Hey Laya, I'll give you yo 40 dollars for babysitting the kids tomorrow and another 100 if you clean my basement, you know it's kind of big it's fine if you don't wanna do it." She says. "Yea, I will it's not a problem for me and you know it,I'll come over right after school." I say. "Thanks,I really needed this done,it's been dirty for a while and you was my first option,I know you need it." She says. This why I like her,I would go live with her but my mom wouldn't let me and she doesn't have the space nor time. "Aight bye auntie." I say. "Bye." She says. I'm bout to hit the hay, I'm tired as fuck.

Saturday, 9:58 a.m.

Marco

Im ready to do this shit. She gon be tight as fuck. I've only had sex 3 times before. I should know what I'm doing. I pick up the phone then I call her. "Yea?" She asks,I hear her typing. "What you doing?" I ask. "Nothing finishing this essay early,it's due in 3 weeks,trynna get it out the way." She says. "I'm almost finished though,why wassup?" She asks. Damn,she take school serious as hell. "Didn't you say we was gon,fuck?" I ask kinda nervous of what she was Finna say. "Oh yea,come pick me up,by the time you get here I'll be done." She says. "Aight." I say then hang up. Welp, let's get this show in the road.

Laya

I hear the car horn outside. I get up and walk to the window,just as I thought,it's Marco. I jog down the steps then head out the door. I open the car then get in. "You ready to do this shit?" He asks. "Hell yea I been prepared." I say. He shrugs his shoulders then pulls off,I wonder what that means.

"So how we supposed to start this off?" I ask curiously. He takes off my shirt revealing my bra. He starts smirking a little. He takes his shirt off. He unbuckles his belt then takes off his pants. He has a little decent 6 pack,not fantastic but decent. He kinda lays on top off of me then sucks on my neck. I start to Moan a little,he grips my waist. It feel so good. I never felt this before.

He un buttons my pants and slides them off. I'm scared as fuck,I never thought I would be in this situation. He kisses my lips over and over. He kisses all over my stomach down to my panties. He finally takes them off. I shave down there and wash myself daily so it shouldn't be a problem. "Anything wrong?"I ask. "Naw you good." He says. Thank Goodness. He finally whips it out. "Damn." I say low enough for only myself to hear,it's not big it's just normal sized,it's a little big compared to me. "Is it big to you?" He asks smirking. "Yea sure." I say not really caring. "Go really really really slow,I ain't playin with you Marco." I say in all seriousness. "Ok ok ok damn,I know what I'm doing." He says. He holds it up to my pussy then very ever so lightly,puts the tip in. I jump. "Ouch,shit that hurts bad as fuck." I say. "Try again." I say. He does the same thing,he sticks like half of it in. I scream. A little bit of blood comes out. I hold my stomach hurting a little bit. "Oh my Gosh,is this normal,what the fuck happening?" I ask a little scared. "Chill,it's normal, it only happens when girls loose their virginity," he says calming me down. It still hurts,not as bad. He stars to put it in again,going very slowly,he sticks it all the way in,it doesn't hurt nearly as bad. My eyes are closed tight,bracing myself.

He starts going in and out slowly,the pain starts to turn into extreme pleasure,it starts feeling so good. I'm moaning out of control. This is honestly one of the best things I've ever felt physically. "Ohh shit." I say.

He nuts in the condom then pulls out. We're both sweaty. "Damn." He says breathing hard. I'm out of breath too. That was great man. "Round 2?" He asks. "Why not." I say smirking. He just turned me into a freak.

He just finished. I'm putting my clothes on. So his he. That's was fucking great,I didn't know sex was that good. I'm surprised my hoe ass mama don't got more kids. "How was it?" He asks. "Great,but yo ass forgot to use a condem the second time." I say just now thinking about it. "Shit, I'll but you some plan B, wait, I pulled out that it doesn't matter then." He says waving me off. "That's what the hell I thought." I say snatching my shirt from him. That felt so good,now I see how people accidentally make babies.