Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 30- Liars

Jacob

She just poured that water on me and I'm deciding on whether I should fuck her up or not. "What the fuck? Ain't nobody do shit to yo ass." I say. "Nigga don't be stupid,you over here flirting but I can't talk to no niggas,what the fuck kinda shit is that? I'm done associating with you." She goes off. "I wasn't I was just playing." I say trying to cover up. I didn't even think she saw were I went. "Bye,you a liar,you claim you not but you really like every nigga." She says walking away. "I'm not no liar Laya what is you talking about? I was just playing I'm tryna tell you." I say grabbing her arm. "Stop touching me,move." She says. "You just poured water on me,you lucky I won't hit your ass back." I say. "I didn't lie,I do feel some type of way about you foreal I was just messing with ole girl,cause you know, I play like that." I say trying to be funny. "Okay then,let's get this shit over with. What the fuck is some type of way? I don't know what you mean by that." She says. I don't either. "I don't know what I really mean either,I just feel it,you know what I mean. I care about you I guess." I admit. "You care about me?" She asks. Here she go with that sentimental shit,I hate when people make me repeat what I just said. "Yea,I think that's why I got mad when dude was in your ear,I don't know but I don't like that shit." I say. "Jacob I feel like you would betray my trust." She says growing soft. "What you mean?" I ask sitting down. "If we ever caught feelings,then you would do something to make me feel bad." She says sitting down also. "Caught feelings? I never said that,I just said I care about you and stuff I never said I liked you." I point out. "What? Do you know how dumb you sound?" She says catching me off gaurd. "How do I sound dumb? I said I don't like you,but I don't want you around no niggas and I care about you a lot,for sho." I say. "Thats basically a Crush on me,you got feelings for me?" She asks. "No,I just old you what I felt." I say. She takes a deep breath. I wonder what's wrong with her. "I think we should stop talking for a while." She says. I make a confused face. "Why? What's wrong?" I ask. "You not making no sense,how do you feel a special way about me and care about me but say you don't like me like that? That don't make sense,Ima be honest with you. I feel a certain way about you too but you're just not admitting anything." She explains. "This shit is corny as hell to be honest. This is why I don't express my feelings to people,they blow it out of proportion. You are the only girl I ever had interest in or cared about,so?" I say. "Whatever Jacob." She says. "You want me to take you on a date or some shit,the fuck?" I say. "Stop talking,you annoying me damn." She snaps. "And what you think you doing to me? You starting to catch feelings and shit outta no where what the hell." I say. "You the one who caught feelings." I say. I lean back in the seat then chuckle. "Okay Laya,believe what you want,,don't nobody like you,you ain't even that cute" I lie. I'm just saying that so she will believe that I don't like her. "That's not what you said before." She says. "Well I change my mind,I was probably high or some shit." I say. "Your just saying that." She says. "No I'm not. How you gone tell me how I feel? Keep playing Ima take my compliment back." I threaten. "So,like that's supposed to hurt me." She says. "Ain't nobody Finna argue wit yo ass, I told you wassup." I say. "Stop telling yourself that,it's not like I don't like you back." She says. I grin. Should I play with her emotions? Decisions decisions. "Whatever,I shoulda known. I'll see you later,don't be calling me either." She says standing up. I put my gum in my mouth then throw the wrapper at her. "Bye." I say waving. She storms off to somewhere. I don't got time for her or a relationship,I could care less about how she feel about it. Ima call her later though.

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Laya

Kacie called me over to help her move. She said she's tired of living with her parents and she's moving out as soon as possible. So today I'm helping her move in to her apartment. I'm helping her move stuff around in her room now. "So he basically just sat there and his his feelings right in your face?" She says sitting a box down. "I guess,I don't know. I was kind of embarrassed. He's just so confusing." I say. I'm kind of ashamed of my self for feelings this way,but I can't disregard my feelings. "Well,I don't know what say. Niggas always hiding they feelings. The only way you can get him to admit it is if you get him to believe that he really does." She says. "Fuck that. I don't even care no more." I say becoming frustrated. "Don't give up,I mean I don't know what I'm saying. It's not like he's the love of your life or some shit." She says. "Right." I say not wanting to agree. "What about you? What you got going on." I ask. She takes a deep breath. "Girl I don't even want to get into that." She says. "I was in a two year relationship with this boy Darrell I don't even feel like re thinking the shit he put me through." She says. "Dang,is that why you desperately looking for someone new?" I ask. "Hell yea,I ain't tryna be lonely. Plus I wanna show him that don't nobody miss his ugly ass." She says. I smirk. "Well,maybe y'all just need a break." I say. "For life." She says. I shrug my shoulders. "Come on, it's some more stuff outside." She says. Alright let's get to it then.