Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 7- Dependant

Julian

I just walked in the house. It's quiet as fuck,that's not usual. Well,I walk up the stairs then peek in my mamas room. She ain't even in there,she probably went to go make a deal or something. It's a street thing.

My sister walks in the door limping. I know she ain't get jumped,nobody don't have a problem with her,not that I know of. "What's wrong with you?" I ask curiously. She not limping badly,it's just lightly. "What?" She asks. "Oh my leg, I fell over a rock and my toe hurts."she says. "Badly."she adds. I can tell she lying. Her face too calm. "Mhm,where u coming from?" I ask. "You ain't gone answer my question?" I ask. She was about to walk up the stairs. "I walked to the gas station damn why you questioning my every move." She says. Ima let that slide because she bipolar but whatever.

Laya

I knew his ass was gone say something. He nosy as fuck. But my toe doesn't hurt,it's in my lower stomach area. I don't know if it's because it was my first time or what,but it hurts.

I lay down on my bed finally relaxing. I did not want to tell him where I was at because I did not want him to assume that I was having sex with Marco. Even though his assumption would have been completely correct,I don't want him to know. If he finds out,then he probably wouldn't claim me. He says he don't fuck with no hoe or fast shit. Even tho we may seem close we not really that close. We just get along really well.

Marco ass better quit playing with me and buy them damn pills. Fuck I look like getting pregnant at 15. I have a fucking life. It's been couple hours since we had sex and he still haven't called to check on me or tell me that he bought the shit. If I find out I  was supposed to a hit and quit it's gone be a muthafuckin problem. I pick up my phone then call him. It's just ringing. "Hello?" I say. "Leave a message at the beep." The voice operator says. I hang up. "Oh hell naw." I say to myself. I call him again. It's just ringing. "Hello?" He says into the phone. I was Finna be mad. "Hello? Nigga you never called back." I say with an attitude. "Aw, yea my bad I forgot. After I dropped you off,I came back home and went straight to sleep." He says. "Whatever. Is you going to buy my shit?" I ask. "What?" He asks. "You said you was going to buy my some pregnancy prevention pills." I say. I'm so serious. "I don't see why I have to, because I pulled out but whatever." He says. "Look nigga,that shit don't work, go buy the stuff." I say. "Please." I add. He groans "Ok damn." He finally says. "Thank you." I say nicely. Now I'm happy. He hangs up. Well now I'm hungry.

I walk downstairs to look in the refrigerator to find something to eat or snack on. Then this bitch walks in. Oh my gosh I don't feel like dealing with her. "Why you standing like that?" She says disgustedly. She so annoying. "Maybe I wanna stand like this I don't know." I say. "Don't get smart." She says then rolls her eyes and walks up the stairs. God please help me.

I decided to have a chill day. I ain't find nothing to eat in the broke down ass kitchen so I'm going to order a pizza after I get out the Bath. I'm running the water now. I'm glad as fuck that I have my own bathroom. I would never want to share One with the whore down the hallway.

I walk in there then take of my clothes. I lay my pajamas on the sink counter. I don't like picking them out after I get out the tub it's too much work. I get in the hot water. It feels so good. Especially on my stomach. I take a deep breath. Now that I think about it,Marco never brought me my stuff. I'll get his ass soon as I get settled.

I got out the bath and washed up and put on all my hygienic stuff and clothes. I just ordered a large half pepperoni half sausage pizza from my favorite pizza place,Pizza Hut. Some people think they nasty but not to me,they one of the best as far as I'm concerned.

The door bell rings. I hurry up and go answer it before somebody say something. I open it. " 11.87." The man says  I give him 12$. "Keep the change." I say. He hands my the pizza and my 2 liter Pepsi. It ain't nothin to drink either so why not. I jog to my room. I got a big ass cup next to my bed. I'm bout to use that to drink my stuff. "Did somebody ring my doorbell!" My mama yells. I locked my door I can barley hear her. I'm just Finna smash and watch movies comfortably in my bed.

I ain't eat nun all day so basically I just ate 4 in a half pieces. I'm going to do what I usually do with my food that I don't want my mom or anybody else to know that I have. I go downstairs and grab two plastic plates. I jog back I my room then put the left over pieces on the plate. I place it in my mini refrigerator my brother got me for Christmas. Dumbass present I know. But I probably was going to end up buying one anyway. I put the Pepsi in there too.

I have school tomorrow and its 12:00 so I'm just bout to go to sleep. I go to turn off the light then randomly my door opens. "What the hell you doing up so late?"my mama asks. The only reason she cares about my school life is because she says she wants me to get good grades so I can get scholarships and be out the house faster, and that will be the only thing we will ever agree on. "I was turning off my light." I say. She closes the door then walks out. She get on my damn nerves.

I'm at my locker getting ready to go to the next class. Some one stops me in my tracks. "Oh my God hey bitch." My best friend exclaims. I laugh then hug her. I have not den or heard from her in a while. "Where have you been?" I ask. "Shit,places I went on vacation remember? And i forgot to tell you my grandad died so I had to go all the way from LA to New York. So yea." She says. "Yea I do remember texting you about being on vacation, you just never told me that your grandad died." I say. "I know my bad, but my brother still trying to get your number, Laya, I'ma hurt him." She says seriously. I laugh. Her brother has been liking me forever. Since like 7th grade I think,he's a year older than both of us. He's nice but irritating.

Sadly we don't have the same classes,so I'm in science bored. I'm just waiting for this class to end. Then,my mind trails off to me loosing my virginity yesterday. It was so amazing, I guess I shouldn't really trip about the him getting the pills. I mean it really shouldn't matter,my mom has unprotected sex all the time and doesn't get pregnant,so I should be good too.

The last bell rings and I finally get to go home. My brother didn't feel good so I had to walk to school. I can't wait till I get to leave. When I say leave, I mean leave everything, my mom, this school, the house, and be very dependent, more dependent than I already am. Like, someday I would own my own house, have a good job, and just stay out of contact with everyone, until I find the right man and maybe have kids. But for now,I gotta deal with my raggedy ass mama and grind on my own.

Marco

I ain't going to buy no damn pills. She ain't gone get pregnant. I did that same thing to a couple girls before and they ain't pregnant. I suggest she stop bothering me about it too, because I'm not about to use my money to go buy some plan B pills when she ain't even pregnant.

I didn't go to school today,I decided to stay home. I did not feel like doing anything extra but what ever.

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