Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 17- The Streets Dont Love Nobody

I'm sorry for not updating in a long time,I had some things going on in my life around January or February and I stopped updating. It had to do with someone I was reaaaal close to but we good now so bear with me,I'll try my best to update as often :) Vote, Comment, And add to your library,for faster updates,thank y'all soooo much❤️

Laya

I woke up and with unsurprisingly,my mom and no one was there. Any other person would be but hurt,but I'm used to this shit man.

Jamar need to hurry his bumble bee lookin ass up,how he gone offer to take me to where I need to be and be late? Let me call his high ass right now. I reach for my purse then start digging through it searching for my phone. I notice a piece of paper folded up. "What's this." I say to myself. I open it and it's an old note. It says:
To the best girlfriend in the world,Laya. Sweetheart,you are my sunshine,I will love you until we both grow old. I never knew how much I cared about you until we started dating, you are my rock. Any man would be lucky enough to have you. You are so pretty,I'll never forget about you.
Love, Marco.

I'm having to many mixed emotions,I'm pissed the fuck off but I'm also kinda upset we didn't last. I guess that my fault for falling for a fuck boy. He probably wrote that just to make me feel a certain type of way so he could get what he want which is pussy.

My thoughts get interrupted as I see a big head ass nigga also known as Jamar walk through my door. He's not ugly actually. "Wassup big head." He says. "Don't start with me." I say packing my stuff in the hospital bag. They already made me and my mama sign the papers and the other bs so all we need to do is go.

"You slow,how you gone rush me then not even be ready when I get here?" He says. I ignore him then get up with my baby and am heck on her. "Can you grab my bags cause I have to carry her." I asks. He grabs the bag for the baby that the hospital gave me and my stuff. "Let's go then." I say.

We're walking in the hallway just talking. "I thought you said you can't go back when you have the baby." He says. " I know but I have to get my stuff too." I say. He nods his head. "I would let you stay with me,but,I got a lot of stuff goin on,like my baby mama onnat bullshit and it's just drama." He says. "Plus I'm 23 your a little ass minor to me." He says. "Yea true,you grown as hell man,I appreciate all the help tho man, I really do." She says then presses the elevator button. "Yea just call me for business from now on." He says. I nod my head. This is the beginning of something wild I'm almost scared.

He just dropped me off at Marcos house, I tired to call him but the dumbass won't answer the phone. Now I'm just ringing the doorbell like a maniac. I shouldn't even be standing up right now to be honest. I'm really getting ducking irritated somebody need to come to the gotdamn door,the nigga ain't at school it's 6:08 in the afternoon.

A white lady who looks kind of mixed answers the door,she looks at me confused like I got a vagina if the side of my face or some shit. "Hi I'm looking for Marco." I say as nice as I can. "He's in his room,who are you?" She asks. I can sense an argument, I don't know with who but it's coming.

"I'm his girlfriend,he hasn't been answering the phone." I say. She steps aside and let's me in. She leads me to the couch so I can sit down. "Marco!" She yells up the stairs. A couple seconds later he comes jogging down the stairs. "What mom-" he stops talking soon as he lands his eyes and me. He glances at the baby then back at his mom. "What's going on?" His mom asks. Marco has this scared guilty look on his face, I almost feel bad. "Well,long story short ma'am,your son took my virginity 9 months ago,but it was both of our decision,I ended up getting pregnant and he doesn't want it,but it's my baby and I wouldn't want anything to happen with it so I kept her." I says smoking at Zaria,who's sleeping silently. His mom goes eyed then loosing her balance. He quickly helps her up. "I'm sorry Ma,I didn't know why to do." He says pleading guilt. She makes this angry weird face. "What the hell is wrong with you! You and I can't take scare of no damn baby! Your fifteen! I gave birth to one child who's fifteen and his name is Marco Antonia Anderson! I don't want and ain't ready for no grandchild,you so irresponsible,I don't know what to do with you. You making me sick right now. What the hell?" She yells at the top of her lungs. Damn. All he can do is look down. "I'll just leave,I can do this on my own." I say standing up to walk out. "Hey young lady,what do your parents know  about this?" She asks. "Umm, my mom knows,she's cool with it,but thinks I should take some responsibility." I say smiling a little. I compete just lied,I don't want her to tell someone then me and my baby will go into the system like hell no. She sighs. "Well can you leave for a while,I have to have a talk with my son." She says looking at Marco putting emphasis on son.

"Okay,I'll see you all later." I say innocently. I walk out the house then close the door. "I don't want no damn grandchild! I don't wanna be a fuckin grandmother! That baby can go live with them for all I fuckin care!" She says. I hear her yelling through the door. Why kind of cold hearted insensitive bitch. I would go in there and say what I got to say but that isn't gone make anything any better. Them sons of bitches bet not call me later on whole I'm doin good neither,and I mean that.

Im about to call Jamar so he can hook me a motel room. I get my phone out my purse then disk his number. It rings three times then he answers. "Hello?" He says. "Yea hello? Can you meet me at in n out so I can give you the money so you can book me a motel for a week? That's all I can afford." I tell him. "Ugh yea, yea I'm on my way." He says then hangs up. He better hurry his simple ass up too I don't have all damn day. "Come on sweetie." I say to my daughter as I attach the car seat to the stroller to start walking down the street. " I love you so much alright baby?"I tell her then kiss her noes. I know what everybody's thinking,what could I know about takin care of a baby? I'm fifteen. I've experienced more than what the average fifteen year old should,I don't know if it's growing up in Compton or my environment,but all I know is that I gotta make it out,as fast as possible

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I'm sitting at in n out waiting on Jamar. I notice him walk over to my table. "Wassup,with the money?" He asks. "The Well it's 32 dollars a night considering it's a motel but as long as I get to sleep." I say handing him 230$ from my saved money. "Aight thanks,come on Ima drive you there." He says getting up. I pick up all my things then follow him out.

I'm sitting in the car chilling waiting for him to pull up. This is very I healthy I need to be laying down. "So what you gone be doing?" He asks. "Well Ima stay here for a week then figure out the rest." I say. He shakes his head. "Who be watching your daughter?" I ask. "My baby mama." He answers.  We pull up to the motel then get out. He carries all my stuff and I take my baby. He goes up to the desk and gets the stuff arranged and whatever.

We just opened the door to my motel. He tosses the keys to the door at me. "Good luck." He says then walks out. I sigh. I've never had to take on this much responsibility in my life. My baby starts crying,oh Lord. I go over to he bag then arrange her bottle for her to drink and feed it to her. Oh my gosh I hope this mess with Jamar works cause I can't be living this lifestyle.

It's 1 o'clock in the morning and I'm lying in the dark bored. Out of no where my phone starts ringing. "Hello?" I answer. "Hello? This Laya?" A man with A deep voice asks. "Yea,why was up." I ask. I got a job for you,it doesn't even involve physical activity,I'm Jamars friend from his work area, In one week,meet me at the valley by the old grocery store in Compton." He says. "How do I know you ainr setting me up?" I ask nervous. "You can call Jamar and he'll give you all this information that my telling you. Don't forget." He says then hangs up. I look at my phone crazy. I can't believe this happening to me but if it's gone support me and my baby,I don't give a damn what it is.