Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 20- The Deal

I KNOW ITS TOO EARLY BUT ZARIA IS IN THE MEDIA (layas daughter)

Jacob

Laya actually seem really cool,and I don't say that about bitches. "So that bitch followed you to the mall just to start an argument?" She asks. I'm telling her about the time one of my supposedly girlfriends thought she was being smart and tried to start a fake argument to show her mama. "Yea,she was trynna record it and show her mama and make it look like I was beating her or some shit, I don't know,fuck that bitch." I say waving it off. She laughs. "What kinda shit is that? The fuck what showing her mama gone do,I'll beat her mama ass too." She says laughing. I laugh a little.

"So having all these kids at your age,isn't a big deal or responsibility to you?" She asks. Dammit she ask so many fucking questions,I need to toss her ass a dictionary. "Nah,I just take care of em,and do what I gotta do. I love my kids to death man, I'd blow up the state of California for them, on me I would." I explain. She nods her head. "I love my baby too,which is why I'm doin my best to come up." She says. "Oh yea,what kinda street business you doin? And who you work for if you working." I ask. The fuck I look like Getting set up or some shit,or maybe she could help me get to what I'm trying to do. "Well I met this dude,while I was around 5 1/2 months,and he told me he could help me get some money-" I stop her. "Pause,you can't just listen and trust a motherfucka that tell you that shit,they could be putting you in the middle of something you don't wanna be in or make you do something you don't want to and have no way out of it,possibilities are endless to be real,but continue." I say. "Like I was saying, you're completely right, I questioned his ass down, asking him was he setting me up and all that. He convinced me or what ever so that's when I gave him my number,we talked but not like that,he was flirting with me not knowing how old I was with his disgusting ugly perverted ass."she says. I laugh. What the hell. "How old is the nigga?" I ask. "Motherfucka was 23,I'm 15,I don't know what kind of world he thinking  we live in but I ain't on no Pocahontas shit." She says. I start dying laughing. She start laughing with me. "Hell nah,that nigga must a been high or some shit mane." I say.

"I don't know but what I wasn't goin." She says. "Are you mixed?" I ask changing the subject. "Why? Are you implying that my beauty comes from me being mixed,why can't I be fully black?"she says. "Hold up hold up bitch I ain't ask allat,I said was you mixed,cause of yo hair,don't fuck around fam,why girls be so insecure?"I state. "Don't be calling me no fucking bitch you bitch ass nigga. I just don't like the fuckin fact that you asumed I was mixed,why can't I just be black?" I say. "You starting to get annoying as hell,you hypocritical ass girl,how you gone get mad for me calling you a bitch but you turned around and did the same thing?" I say. Fucking females dawg,I'm Finna regret her dumbass. "Before you talk even more shit,are you mixed?" I add. "Actually, I am." She says. The next stupid thing she say I'm kicking her out my house."I fuckin knew it,I know what the hell I'm talkin bout." I say. "With what?" I add. "Well,my mama dark skinned as hell, so basically she black, and my daddy like some type of Hispanic,I'm not sure though,I'm almost positive it's Mexican but I don't know." She says. "How about you?" She asks. "My mama black and Puerto Rican,and my deadbeat ass nigga daddy just a Puerto Rican." I explain. "Crackhead bitches." I say under my breath. "Oh I'm sorry about that,my father was a drug lord in Mexico,but he left me when I was 5 and my brother was 7 cause he basically cared about the streets more and having children who was going to grow up without a father didn't matter to him,and cause of my stupid naive ass my daughter gonna grow up like me." She says starting to get emotional. "Damn that's fucked up,my dad was never there to begin with,he left my mama when she was three months pregnant,maybe cause she was a hoe,but that still ain't no excuse,look at me,I'm taking care of three hoe kids." I say. "Woah,do you have any siblings?" She asks. "I got three brothers, two older than me and one younger. The one who got this house in He's 23 we kinda look alike,we got the same skin complexion. My oldest brother 25,and my youngest one is your age." I explain. "Lemme guess,you Finna try and put us on." She says. Hell naw I ain't,if anybody gon fuck her it's me,but with a condom. I don't care I'm Finna risk our friendship even though it ain't one. "Hell nah,you bad I want you to myself." I say surprising her. "Umm what? I'm good ion want no sexual relationship right now or no relationship or intimacy period." She says. I like her,she mature for her age and she smart. I don't even want her this bad but I'm bout to play with her mind.