Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 14- After Pregnancy

Be prepared because this story is bout to take a major turn that most of y'all ain't gone expect,just stick around. This was for people who starting to get bored of this book.

Laya

Ive been thinking about that deal all night. I cannot sleep. I'm not a street type person at all. I can't stand it. But tasks like this could make me and my daughter good without anyone. I just want the best for her that's all. If it were for me I would just try and find a job. But I just want her to have the best everything. This is so hard. I would like training to defend my self tho. I think I could do that by myself. Ion need that nigga to teach me how to defend myself.

I pick up my flip phone then call him. He gave me a flip phone for "street discussions". He has a trap phone cause know you can't discuss shit like that over s regular phone, the Feds think they slick. He gave me his trap phone number also."Hello." He says. He picked up fast for it to be 3 in the morning. "Can we just do training?" I ask. He chuckles. "Nope. You gotta do something." He says. That just irritated me. "Why? Why can't I just learn how to defend myself?" I ask. "Because it's not going to benefit me, I'm not being selfish It's just how it goes out here. We each would have to get something out of It." He says. I blow. "Alright,well can you teach me how do shoot then?" I ask. "You don't even have a gun." He says. "Well then just take me to get my gun license,Jamar!" I snap. "Don't fucking snap at me,I'm not even supposed to be talking to yo ass right now." He says. "Well Come take me to get my gun license tomorrow and I'll buy a gun then teach me,is that better?" I sarcastically ask. "Yea,can you drive?" He asks. My brother and Marco helped me learn how to drive over these past months. "Yes." I say. "Alright." He says. "What's holding you back from not taking this chance?" He asks. "I just never been this type of person. I never wanted to marry any one like this,act like this, or even surround myself with people who do this kind of thing. It's just I never liked the idea of it. I thought it was for people who have a hard life and I just thought it was a one way ticket to the grave or prison. It's just so grimy, it's not that I can't take the sight of blood,it's just that it's wrong and I don't have it in my heart to do things like this. I might be able to do the drug thing,now I don't see a major problem with that. I don't really care about that too much." I say. "Then do that. Sell drugs, it's just gone take twice as long though." He says. I sigh.

"It's also harder,you gotta watch out for the Feds constantly,not only that but you would also have to watch out for snitches and people who trying to steal your spot. Personally,I think you would be a better hit man but whatever." He says. "I don't even wanna be involved to be honest. Is it another legal job that you can get for me?" I ask. I know I'm being complicated but I'm serious. "Nah, I don't have shit legal for you to do. I already told you I can start you off with two zips of loud then you can start your drug business from there." He says. I can't believe I'm having this talk right now,what the hell. I sigh. "I'm telling you,this is a really hard decision for me to make. I hate the fact that I'm in the position. It's really not my thing at all." I say wiping tears out of my eyes. I don't know how I'ma live or how I'ma get around.

I guess I can try it. It wouldn't hurt to try something right? Just once so I can get an idea of how things will be. "Jamar." I say. "Yea." He says. "I think that after I have this baby I'm going to try the shit." I say. "Which option?" He says. "I'm gonna train with you then I'm going to try the Hitman thing,and yea." I say. "Alright,right now we working on taking this upcoming kingpin down." He says. "How and why?" I ask. "He is young but he is very smart. He has a really good empire going for himself and if he keep doing how he doing,he going to be a wreckless ass force to be fucking with."he says. "Mhm,I like challenges, I might try and help with taking him down,if y'all give me some good prices." I say. "But tell me some more about this man." I say. "Good,we need a smart person on the team. But about the boy,he is already dangerous. He got hella people working for him,not a great amount but a good one. He been in this game for a while too. He good at what he does I ain't even gone lie. But he is a major threat to my bosses empire and we don't need it coming down. So we have to take him down and we have to as soon as possible,but he knows about us too. He's taken out a lot of our guards before,he basically just took back what we stole but that was it. We need his head in our hands as soon as possible." He says. "Damn, well in 4 months, I promise I'll help." I say eagerly. I randomly just got hella geeked. I don't even know why,this is not my thing at all. I love the rush and thrill I'm getting out of this though. I probably just like the challenge cause if it's one thing I like it's challenges. "Well that's good,I'll have some one take care of your baby." He says putting emphasis on care. I chuckle. "Good cause if not,y'all can kiss my ass on this job." I say. What did I just get myself into.