Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 33- Never Loved Before

Like I said,pay attention to how Laya and Jacob personality are suddenly changing.

Jacob and his brothers are in the media

Laya

Im at school right now just waiting until class starts. I had to take like a two hour bath the night before because my legs were so sore. Not my legs but in between my legs. It feels better today but still. I also realized that Jacob can't get in trouble for engaging in intercourse with me because the lowest age in the state of California for an eighteen year old is sixteen,thank God. I wasn't expecting it to feel like that though. He did it so fast and his dick is way bigger than Marcos it felt like I was loosing my virginity all over again. I guess it was good for me to get use to.

I wonder what Jacob thinks about us having sex. His ass bet not complain cause I know like hell I ain't loose. I snap out of my thoughts and Start paying attention in class. This is the only class I have with Marco and it's hell,Also it's my last class of the day. I hate this damn class,and can't stand him and I know it's bad I still haven't forgave him but I just hate niggas like that. He tries to talk to me occasionally but all I do is ignore him,he ain't shit. The bell rings dismissing us from class. "Wassup Laya." He says to me. "I like how you just say hi to me like shit between us is cool,like I don't have a strong hatred for you." I say walking outside the school. "I was hoping we can kinda look past it and be cool,I miss talking to you a little." He says. "You bitch! We literally have a baby together and you talking about looking past it and being cool? What kinda shit is that?" I snap. "I told you the situation with my mom and-" "I don't fucking care! Fuck you,bitch. You a pussy and I regret fucking with you." I go off. "For real Laya,do you still talk to that dude?" He asks. I know he liked me for real he just had issues like not taking care of his fucking baby and standing up to his traitor home having ass mama. "Why is that any of your concern? And yea I still talked to him,he more of a father than you." I say. I would say something about how we had sex to make him mad but that sound like a hoe move. "But that's my baby what the hell Laya? How could you let another man father my child." He says. "How could you let a snagga tooth ass hoe decide whether your going to take care of your baby or not? We all make poor decisions I see." I say. "Stop talking shit about my mom dude,that shit ain't cool. When was the last time you took your medicine cause your acting crazy today." He says. "Fuck yo mama,she gave birth to a bitch ass nigga." I say. "Wow Laya,maybe after I move out we can build our relationship and I can build a relationship with our daughter." He says. "Nah bruh,both of them call me daddy." Jacob says walking up to us laughing. Oh my gosh he's about to embarrass me. Marco looks at him like who are you? "Man that's my daughter." He says. "That's not what Zaria said." Jacob says. "Who's Zaria?" He asks. Jacob rolls his eyes. "Cmon Laya,this nigga don't know his own daughter name,what the fuck?" He says. I shake my head. "Okay well sir,after I graduate and move out I would like to step up and take care of me and Laya's daughter." He says. "Nigga you ain't going no gotdamn where,you still technically a freshman,by the time you graduate you and your daughter gone be going to the same school,the hell?" He says. I try not to laugh. That shit was cold.  "Actually I-" "Actually I don't give a fuck." Jacob says cutting him off and mocking him. "Where she at now huh?" He asks. "None of you business." Jacob says. "Fine Laya,just remember you can call me if this thug break your heart." He says. " Let's go." I say. "Laya I'll call you." Marco says. "You bet not." Jacob says walking away. We get in the car.

"He talk to you everyday?" He asks. "No he'll just say hi or try to start a conversation. I don't like talking to him,I'm still mad at him." I say. "And you got every right to be." He says driving. "I'll try to find it in my heart to forgive him one day,but not right now." I say. "Take your time." He says. "Do you mind if we stop by my brother house real quick? I gotta talk to him about something." He says. "Yea it's cool,you want me to stay in the car?" I ask. I've only been around his brother a couple times. He's muscular and has a lot of tattoos. He doesn't have green eyes like Jacob though he had dark brown eyes but he's cute. "Naw come in with me." He says. His little brother that's my age stays with him as well. "Be honest,do you still have feelings for him?" He asks. I quickly shake my head no. "No,I hate his ass but hate doesn't cure anything so I try to forgive him." I say. He nods.