Life and Pregnancy

Chapter 29- F you

Laya

"Girl I told you to stop drinking so much." I say laying down in my bed. Last night was wild for everybody. It's the morning time and I'm laying on the phone talking to Kacie. She gave me her number before she started actin wild. "Girl why you ain't tell me that fine nigga I was talking about was your friend? You shoulda put me on." She says. I think the fuck not. "Haha yea." I say. I didn't tell her what he said or did last night. But the whole car ride as silent as hell. He just came up to me and Told me he ready to go and that's when we left. "I'll call you back later." I say then hang up. "Aye Laya you tryna go to the mall today?" Jacob pops up at the door asking me. He scared the shit outta me. "Sure,when?" I ask. "Later on,and okay." He says then  walks away. That was the first thing he has said to me since being at the party. You know what,Ima call kacie back to get her advice. "Yea." Says answering the phone. "Yea I gotta tell you something." I say. I don't know how she gone react. "Wassup,I'm good on advice." She says. "Okay so it's this boy right." I start. "Ohhhh." She says cutting me off. I smile. "Yea,so I got this feeling,I don't know what is. It's like I like being around him a lot,and I like taking to him." I say. "What's he like?" She asks. "He funny,cool, he's mean an rude sometimes too,but not really to me though. He street smart and he don't care about people opinions,he's really smart too and-" "Girl you need to be trying take to with him." She says cutting me off. "He got money?" She adds. "Yea." I say. "He's a true keeper cause them thug boys with money do you right,I'm telling you." She says. What am I talking about,I don't even know if I like him. "Yea so to cut to the point,we kissed the other day right,and he said he got a wierd feeling about me but he don't know what it is, I think I'm going through the same thing,but I don't know." I say being honest. "And he asked me to hang out with him this afternoon. We haven't spoke since that kiss,what do I do?" I ask. "Damn that's a stuck situation,just be normal with it,don't act like a weirdo on crack just be cool and chill. That will make him like you even more." She says. That actually makes sense. "Alright I'll let you know what happens,thanks." I say. "Cool,and we should go on a double date,put me on with Jacob." She says. "Girl I forgot to tell you,he's busy today." I lie. "Aw shit,well I'll just get back with you on that not then." She says. "Okay bye." I say then hang up. Now I'll just wait until Jacob says lets go.

Jacob

I'm sitting at the table in the mall food court with Laya. She just sitting here acting dumb looking around. "What's wrong wit you?" I ask. "Nothing,I was just thinking." She says. Yea thinking my ass,she just shy as hell. "Why you acting shy? You been with me for almost a year and you act like you can't talk to me." I complain. I'm not tryna sound like a bitch or nothin but I ain't trying be sitting her looking dumb either. I came here to weigh shit out with her over what happened last night. "How Darious been? I haven't talked to him in a while." She says. "You know how he been,he cool. He got that dumb shit with his baby mama goin on." I say. "Oh yea." She says. "Why you being quiet? Usually you be calling me all types of "dumb ass niggas", wassup with you now? Somebody bothering you or something?" I ask. "No,I'm fine Jacob." She says. "So are you graduating this year,or are you gone be a senior?" I ask. "I'm becoming a senior,but I'm graduating early,I'm excited cause school,having a baby ,and a job is extra work." She says. I nod my head. "True,your Lil Thot ass don't have time to do shit no more." I say. "Whatever nigga,I ain't no thot,you can Fuck off with that  shit." She says rolling her eyes. "You the hoe,you got four different baby's by four different baby mamas,I only got one and only had sex twice. Do you know your body count?" She asks. "I'm not going to lie to you cause that ain't how I role. Hell to the naw I don't know my body count,and i don't give a damn. I wasn't keeping track in the first fuckin place,as long as I don't got a STD I'm perfectly fine." I say. "That's an ignorant statement. Why don't you just wait until you find the one you love? I thought I knew which is why I'm sitting here now." I say. "Yea I know,look where that got you. I mean you are living with a fine ass nigga such as I but still." I say. "Fuck you." She says sticking up her middle finger. I smile. "I'll be right back." I say getting up. I walk over to one of my old friends from highschool. "Wassup karly." I say side hugging her. This bitch thick as fuck. But Laya is right, I need to stop trying to fuck everything walking. "How you been baby?" She asks. "I'm alright,how about you?" I ask not really caring. I'm just saying this to start a conversation.

Laya

"Where the hell is Jacob?" I say thinking to myself I get up then start looking around. I notice him over by two girls. He grabs one of the girls ass then laughs. I feel my anger slowly rising. I go over there then take to lid off my cup then throw it in his face. "You a hypocritical ass nigga! You get mad at me for a nigga tryna talk to me but turn around flirt with other girls! You don't make no damn sense!" I yell at him while he wipes the water off of his face in shock. "What the fuck?" He says. People are starting to look but I don't care at all. "You don't make no sense. You don't feel shit for me you just saying that so you can fuck me,I'm not nothing but a little ass Girl to you I shoulda known." I snap on him. He's an asshole and Ima make it known.

Darious

After ten months of going back to court,I finally got full custody of my damn son. I proved that I had a better environment and that I am way more financially stable than she is.

Even though I kinda loss my freedom by me having full custody of him I really don't care. Because at first I was only seeing him during the weekends and he was not eating like he was supposed to nor was he in a good environment and I didn't like that nigga around my son,Period. He is just as happy as I am,and I'm happy for him. Right now he's in the game room playing with Jacobs son. Sharon stay calling me though,talking about can he spend the week with her. I tell her hell naw then hang up in that bitch face. That may be shitty but I don't give a damn,she treat my son like he ain't shit so I could care less about her standards right now.

Laya did tell me child labor hurts really badly and that no women deserves to have their child taking away from them. Like I said I don't care. The bitch literally would feed herself before she fed Jason. Then she had the nerve to give her nigga hundreds for drugs but not feed my fucking son. She also used to leave him home alone,either hungry or scared or confused. I cannot stand that hoe. I literally would take him sometimes because of that. It's so annoying like who would do that to a gotdamn child,that shit is sick.

And I'm tired of that nigga Jacob problems. He stay tellin me something that happened between him and Laya,his ass Been so stuck on her lately. I keep telling him shoot his shot but he been acting like a little bitch. "Dad can you buy me that one dinosaur set we saw at toys R us?" Jason come in my room and asks me. I notice. Something on the side of his shirt. "Jason come here." I demand. "Am I in trouble?"he asks sounding scared. "No,turn to your side."I say. I notice white powder on the side of his shirt. I touch it. "What the hell is this Jason?" I ask him. "Oh that's a special sugar. Mommy told me to take because it made me stronger. I don't know how it got in my shirt,she must have never cleaned it." He explains. I know like hell that ain't no damn special sugar. That's definitely cocaine. "If mommy ever give you something,don't use it or eat it ever. Im sorry but she been trying to hurt you." I tell him. "What is it then?" He asks. "It's a drug,meaning it can make you do bad things,they ain't good at all." I explain to him. "Then why she give it to me?" He asks. I shrug my shoulders. "I wish I knew,son." I say. This bitch gone feel my wrath for this shit,mark my words ain't nobody fuckin with my gotdamn son I don't care if it is the mama.

Hey y'all so it's just a little quick filler lol.

Shit bout to get real for real y'all,I would pay attention to how Laya and Jacob acting right now if I were yall.

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