I think I have some form of depression. It's weird because I'll be happy for a few hours then deeply sad. And sometimes I'm just numb. I feel like a lot of the time, I'm just holding up a smiley face mask while on the inside, I don't feel anything. I can't tell my parents, I'm afraid of their reaction. I am bullied at school and they know that and have even gotten me to where next semester, I will be in Hospitality and Tourism instead or the class where the bullying is the worst. But they don't know the full extent of the effects on me. I will tell you more later.
