A few of you have told me to get help because you don't want me to die, but I can't. I know you have good intentions, but it wouldn't be good. Here are my reasons why not:
●If anything, I was treated worse by my mom when they thought I had depression. I'm glad they don't think so anymore.
●I'll be so ashamed to talk to people about it.
●My bitch of a sister would know and hurt me even more.
●It's expensive. Insurance doesn't cover everything. I already rack up enough expenses for my family.
●I'm already a big enough stressor for my parents.
●My mom will talk to her friends, who would tell their kids, who would make fun of me.
