I found something to do for today. Play clarinet! I was going to transpose a song, but I decided to play it in the key it was written in. I hate the key of E flat! And if I took the time to transpose it it would be key of F, which is pretty easy.
So an update on my mental health: it has been almost four days since I last cut, and it has helped that my mom hasn't been home to yell at me. Thank god she works Monday through Thursday evenings now so I don't see her. The happiness from last night has abated, and I'm left with the usual emptiness with a tinge of sadness. Oh and my dad thinks I've been spending too much time on here.
