My parents took away my phone and tablet. I'm on the computer now. I can't do the Q&A today. It's going to be a video and I need my tablet for that. My parents took them with them.
Mom yelled at me more because my sister and I didn't take care of Princess. That's why my devices have been taken away. Then she sent us outside with Princess. I spent the whole time outside thinking about ways I could die. I decided that my sister's window isn't high enough to jump from.
No one else is home. I could take the pills right now. I'm not going to though. At least I don't think I will. I could take any pill in the house, and we have lots. I'm just feeling so so suicidal. I won't die tonight I think because I wouldn't be able to tell you. I really want to though.
