I Think I'm In Love (a Dirkjake fanfic)

Chapter eleven: Right Here

Suicidal/self harm trigger warning-_GG_

~Dirk's POV~
Sh*t...
"Go the f*** away!"
"Just let me in!"
"I SAID GO AWAY!"
Silence. I hear bro's footsteps become faint as he walks away. At this point, I just can't take it anymore and tears start flooding my eyes. Before I know it, I'm crying uncontrollably and I drop the razor. The blood and tears mix on the cold hard ground I'm sitting on beside my door. I take off my shades and throw them across the room. I pick up the razor again and cut.
Four cuts.
Five cuts.
A little deeper.
Six.
I'm bleeding lots now. I hear my phone ring in my pocket. I retrieve it to see that Jake is calling. Through my trembling voice, I answer.
"...Hello?"
" 'Ello Dirk!... Uh, Is something the matter...?"
"Can... Can you come here?"
"I'll be there as fast as I can."
10 to 15 minutes later, I see an old truck pull up. He knocks on the door. I hear bro's conversation with him.
"Who are you?"
"I'm, uh, a friend of Dirk's. I've come to speak with him."
"It's hopeless but you can try."
"Thank you"
I then hear a knock on my door and open it. I let Jake in quickly.
He sees the blood on my wrist. The blood on the floor.
The bloody razor.
The tears on my face.
All he does is hug me. So tightly. He doesn't worry about the blood that I'm getting all over the back of his shirt. He holds me there for a long time.
"Don't worry, I'm right here."

Hey guys, super sorry about the short chapter & late update, but I've been super busy. Please forgive me. And I'm really sorry about the last two updates, for they were quite sad. Tell me what you think & thanks for reading.
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