Hush Hush-Joshaya

Part 22

Just so you know-Over past 4 months

Maya was awoken to the sound of Me Matthews shouting down her ear.
"Miss Hart.You are sleeping again in my class...detention!"
Maya rolled her eyes and then shrunk down in her seat.She ignored the eye rolls and sighs coming from the rest of the class and sat staring into space.This was her usual routine in every class she had and then at lunch she would meet her new 'friends' for a quick cig or a drink of beer.She didn't care as long as she didn't have to spend any more time sat in the same space as Riley,Lucas and Farkle and the rest of the school.She had to admit,it did get pretty lonely throughout the day but Maya had come to live with her own company over the months.Plus she could live with the feeling for the week,then at the weekend she could drink her problems and fears away and forget it all.It was all really simple to her.

At home it wasn't much different.Maya would stay in her room all night and once she knew her mom and Shawn had gone to bed she would go out into the kitchen and have her dinnner that Katy would leave in the fridge for her.She didn't bother pulling any stunts like she did and run out to whatever party was going on in the week.That was for the weekend she had soon learned.
"Maya........sweetie please I just want you to come out......I want to know how you are?Please....I miss you so much."
She got used to her mom coming up to her door and crying to her about how missed she was.Yeah right.Like people actually missed her,she screwed up everyone's lives just so then she could drink.It did hurt Maya but after the first few months she grew acustomed to it and ignored it like she ignored everything else in life.

There was one occasion where Maya crawled through Riley's window,drunk,and sat outisde of Josh's room crying her eyes out.He hadn't spoken to her since the night when Maya had made the biggest mistake of her life and kissed Lucas.She had pleaded for Josh to talk to her and even said she would stop it all if Josh would even look her in the eyes but Josh was to damaged to do it.They knew Maya was not that strong and she didn't have control of herself,there was no way she could just stop drinking just like that.Josh was no idiot.Maya had ended up being picked up by Shawn and then driven home where she listened to the same speech they had given her each time.
"You will go to rehab!"
Maya always refused and threatened them that she would walk out and never return.Katy just wanted her daughter under a roof,even if she was troubled.

Maya had considered going to rehab a few times but each time alcohol would snap her back into reality.It was a trap.She just couldn't get out of it.

Back to present day.....

"They are just a few things that happened to me during those months......I've been through even more shit than that.........."
Maya finished up telling the woman her story.Her tear stained cheeks shining in the light of the moon.She looked down at her empty bottle and then at the cigareete but.She felt something fall loose inside of her.Maybe it was her last strand of strength or determination.She didn't really know what it was.
"Thankyou for listening to me.......I need to make a phone call now....one I should have made a hell of a long time ago."
The woman just nodded politely.
Maya turned on her phone and searched up the number she had saved to her phone the first time it was mentioned.
"I'm Maya Hart.......17 year old......addicted to everything bad you can think of.......I need help and I was told you could give me that."
With that Maya made her normal route back to her apartment,not looking back.She had to leave her old life behind her.Maybe rehab was her only option.
Not maybe.
Rehab was definitely her only option left,all the rest had left her along with her friends.
Maya Hart had officially broken.Permanently.

Ok so we are back in the present day.
I have an idea that I am going to share with you all in the next part.
I teally want to know what you guys would think would be better.I have my opinion but lets see.
Megan