Torn (Falling for a billionaire sequel)

Explanations

"Where's Thor?" Tony asked as we all sat around the table in the safe houses kitchen. We'd told Steve that I was going to join the team again and he had got the rest of the group together to see if they agree.

"Went off,didn't say why." Clint replied quickly before everyone turned to me.

"Kenzie is joining the team again." Steve said and everyone but Tony and me looked at him in shock.

"Well doesn't she need to explain why she helped attack us first?" Nat asked and Steve nodded his head and looked at me.

"Ok,fine.When I was at Hydra,I spent the first few weeks thinking that somehow I would be rescued. Once I realised that wasn't going to happen I started planning an escape myself. It was all going to plan,until I found out about my parents. That Shield,well Fury killed them." I started before I was cut off my Nat.

"Yeah,you've told us this." She stated as Clint nodded his head and I rolled my eyes,ignoring her.

"I'd spent the whole of my life killing Hydra agents. Hydra agents that could still be alive,they could have had a family,but I ruined that. As soon as I found out about my parents I just went numb and shut down. I didn't eat,I didn't sleep,I didn't speak for days. Pietro and Wanda tried to help me but I just ignored them. But then one day it was like I just woke up, I woke up and I wanted revenge. So I thought to myself what is Nick Fury most proud of? And the answer was obvious you guys and Thor." I explained slowly before I was interrupted once again but this time by Clint.

"So you tried to kill us to get back at Fury?" He asked coldly.

"Not kill,just hurt. But after the first battle when me and Pietro distracted you so you got shot. I decided I couldn't do it. But then we found Ultron,this crazy robot,who went on about killing you guys. And well Wanda was happy to help,and because she was Pietro was although he was wary. I however didn't want to kill or even hurt any of you but Ultron is mad,he's driven by false objectives. He believes that no one knows what he truly plans,but I by this time had guessed. So naturally the twins were walking into a death trap and I had to help them." I continued.

"Why are you so close?" Steve asked slowly.

"Well they're like the younger siblings I've never had. They both remind me of friends I've had. These friends were killed because of me and I couldn't let that happen to the twins." I answered as Tony put his arm around my waist.

"So I went with them, but I nearly managed to convince Pietro that we should leave. Their was only two things that stopped him, Wanda and his hatred for Stark." I said and rolled my eyes at the scoff I heard from Tony behind me.

"Why me?" He asked holding a hand to his heart in mock upset.

"You're weapons killed their parents, when they were ten. That means they were even younger than me when I lost my parents." I stated grimly causing him to shut up and Steve to give him a look of disbelief.

"Anyway, I'd convinced Pietro and we managed to convince Wanda. We were going to pretend to attack you and then escape Ultron. Wanda was going to stun you with her powers not completely mess with your minds. But then Ultron went and cut Klaues arm off right in front of us. It scared both the twins so when Ultron told Wanda to show you your fears she did. Then went to Clint and he electrocuted us both." I finished as Clint smirked slightly and Nat looked at the table,deep in thought. What I'd said was a slight lie. Wanda was still going to mess with their heads she just wasn't going to show them as many of the memories or fears she did.

"If you and the twins were so close,why did they leave you?" She asked slowly and I could tell she was starting to trust my reasons for my actions

"I told Pietro to. I'd guessed that Wanda might get hurt and I told Pietro that if she did he needed to help her first not me." I replied looking at her.

"I forgive you." She said softly staring back at me.

"If I would have been in your position I probably would have done the same. But don't do this again. Don't go rouge and then attack us. Got it?" She asked smirking slightly.

"Got it." I replied before turning to Clint and Steve.

"Alright,I guess I forgive you." Clint said and Steve nodded his head.

"And sorry about your head." He said but I could tell he wasn't really that sorry from the smirk he was trying to hide.

"Sure you are." I replied sarcastically and rolling my eyes.

"Guys." Steve said walking back over to the table. I hadn't even noticed he'd moved.

"Fury's here." He informed us as I shot up from seat.

"That bastard!" I shouted and Tony went to say something but he stopped after he got one of the coldest death glares I've ever seen from Steve.

"Don't do anything or say anything stupid Kenz." Clint said as Tony pulled me into his lap and put his arm around me pulling my head into his chest.

"When am I ever stupid?"