Started with a lie.

Everything is falling apart.

What made Adyen be so sweet to me last night, i have never seen him be nice to anyone much less me. I am falling in love with him and I'm not even meaning too.. I just need to stop everything that has to do with me but i don't want to. 

I guess i should take a shower before Adyen gets here. I went to my room to take off my necklace and belt, then went to the bath room. I felt cold chills run up my back and i had no clue why. i went to turn on the water when i felt someone move my hair to one side. I felt Adyen breathing on my neck. His lips kissed me gently it felt like fire. He turn me around and kissed my lips like magic. He moved his hands down to the bottom of my shirt. In a matter of seconds my shirt was off. He kissed me from my neck down to my shoulder. i got chills and he knew it. he looked at me 

"Are you scared, or cold?"  He asked as he winked.

"uhhh." I said

"Its okay your gonna love this." He laughed 

he went back kissing me. What do i do. I have never done this with a guy before. Why was this happening. ugh I wanna stop but I'm enjoying it. is that a bad thing? I mean I'm a senior and I haven't even really had a real boyfriend. Omg he is so fine. The next thing I knew his shirt was off. There we were both had our shirts off making out.

"You want me don't you" he said with a smile.

I didn't say anything back I just looked at him

"No need to be scared, your in great hands" he winked

Do I tell him to stop. Do I go with it. He turned on the water and I started breathing hard he knew I was scared.

"Its okay babe we are just taking a shower." he smiled.

He unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down.

"A little help?" he asked

I unbuttoned his pants. He was in his boxers, my favorite color navy blue. He then went to unhooked my bra and i got chills

"Don't be scared, we are just taking a shower." he whispered

By this time my heart was racing. He took my hands to the top of his boxers and told me to pull them off. So I did. Then he went to pull mine off. He smiled as he looked at me and told me to get in the shower. So I did, and he followed. My back was turned to him, i didn't want him to see my naked its weird. He stepped close to me. He rubbed my back and kissed my shoulder.

"Don't be shy, i wont bite." he whispered.

He took the shampoo and started to wash my hair, i don't know why but i kidding liked this. He washed it out and then i turned to him, and washed his hair. He put soap in his hands and started to wash my body i had chills every where. He bent down to wash my legs and smiled, He kissed my hips and i was so scared i know he heard my heart beating. so he stopped and smiled

"Breathe its okay." he laughed

He finished and it was his turn now. I didn't kiss his body or anything cause I'm new at this i don't know what to do, and that's weird for me to. He held me in his arms for a a while as the water was hitting us and it was like the world stopped. why was he being this sweet and nice. i loved this side of Adyen. I turned the water off, and we got out. We went to my room and was gonna start getting ready. I turned on music so it wouldn't be so quiet. I was about to pick out my cloths when, he can up be hind me and said

"Let me pick out what you were."

"Uh okay." i said

He picked out my holy jeans and my blue shirt from Hollister. He got out his cloths he had packed to wear and started to get ready. I started to get ready to. After we had gotten our cloths on i went to put my favorite necklace on when Adyen came to put it on for me, this was so sweet. I put my perfume on and then we walked out to get in the car. Adyen ran around and opened the door.